"In the end you start to think about the beginning..." [Mr & Mrs Smith Quote]:
Four Hearts, Part 4 [Nanmael]
Sleep-walking again Wake up, Wake up! Automating a dream
Can I shake it off before its too late to start again Intoxicated by pain I’m lost in the drug It’s the gory scene That has you fixed to a spot till you are lost I do not believe its real Fascinated I wander farther, wonder further In this study of life
Is is strange that I do not want this feeling to die? How much more numb can I get? Imagine the view through this spectacular haze How more stunned have I felt?
Moving on hands and knees through the montsrous maze And I cannot let it go I am addicted, there is so much more to know
All the depravity I’ve never had Strung out and unreeling from my mind as it's put on show I fear it, I love it I do not want to be released
I stand still, I watch it It’s a terribly humming peace.
(c) 2009 Natasha Ashwe
