#nancykin

Nancy Thoughts: That "unproposal" scene made me cry like a baby. According to what the Duffer Brothers said, Jonathon and I are officially over and they also said that they felt like it was best I end the series single, meaning me and Steve are also most likely a no go. And you know what, I can respect that decision on their part. My feelings towards both my love interests have been complicated throughout all five seasons. Steve may have been my first love, but as a kin I've always felt more connected to Jonathon. I was hoping I would end up with himin the end, however much the love triangle was annoying me, but I think having me end up without either of them was the right call. They actually had the guts to probably massively disappoint both Jancy and Stancy fans, and I give them props for that. With that said, I still love you Jonathon. We might not have been meant to be in the way we thought or hoped we were, but I don't think I'll ever stop loving you.

Max Thoughts: !!! I woke up! Yay!!! Having all my friends there was so special to me. But, and it's a big BUT-in my canon I was left permanently blind. That's something I've knew about my canon since the end of season 4: I did wake up from my coma, and I was blind. I knew that both of those things were true, even if my canon counterpart-worse case scenario- died while still in her coma. I didn't wake up with my eyesight restored, and blindness was something that I had to learn to adjust to and live with, especially since I lost my sight in such a traumatic way. As happy that I am that I am canonically awake and as emotionally impactful the scene was for me, it was disappointing that such a big part of my reality was erased like that. It's ok though, I'll just deal with those memories on my own. To my Lucas, thank for staying with me all that time, even if our relationship didn't end up the way you wanted. You are always my best friend and my first love in that life. I can't think of a better way to have died or to have woken up than in your arms. To my El, It's hard for me to say when exactly I realized I was in love with you, or when we got together, but I know that we did. To steal from another one of my lives, you are my BFF GFF. I am so glad to be able to see us together again, even if it's not in the way that I remember. You started my heart beating again, and I love you with every one of those beats. - (#🌙🌹🐚)