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─「凛」─ it’s never meant to last ... master and servant relationship.
that was the GOLDEN RULE that governed the very core of holy grail war. it was a temporary alliance, forged between a MAGUS and a spirit of the past --- summoned into the world of living once more in order to FULFILL the wish they harbored back when they were alive. to engage in A WAR between magic users and bringing VICTORY back to the person who summoned them. to attain the most valuable price of a device that could bring any wish into reality.
past, present, future, the lines that divided them seemed to BLUR.
it was a sense of familiarity that governed her, a sense of PULL she felt when she laid eyes upon him. the fluttering red cape he donned, bearing the very same color as her own choice. a COINCIDENCE she found rather funny at first glance. unbeknownst to her, it was a symbol of their FATE intertwined.
a kind of FATE that would bring them back together.
what kind of battle had he fought ? what kind of life had he lived when he was alive ? why was he wearing that distant expression like he had witnessed so many things that made him lose faith in humanity itself ?
... i want to save him ...
IMPOSSIBLE. a soul of heroic spirit could not be saved --- they were long gone from the plane of existence, only brought back to become a PAWN to be used. they’re not meant to be saved ... but that didn’t stop her. everything he said ... every word he uttered ... every little details she had CAUGHT despite the wall he tried to put up --- the cage he built to lock himself away, discarding the key so long ago.
and she rattled it --- that cage ... smaller hands, bruised and battered, the TEARS from that betrayal and the scars left upon her heart ... she wanted to free him of this CYCLE he had trapped himself in. let him be free ... let him be happy ... she knew she was POWERLESS to do more, she was far too inexperienced a magus to perform something that MAGNIFICENT but she had to try.
over ... and over --- she would find him. she would SAVE him --- no matter what.
“ ... ar ... cher ... ” the sound of his NAME ... no ... the title he had taken for himself but it became a name that was so familiar upon her tongue. every time she uttered it --- she felt like she could grasp him there ... to hold him there and prevent him from DISAPPEARING. a kind of fantasy ... a hopeful thought --- what accompanied that was, unknowing to her, a CHASTE kiss placed to her temple ... a lingering of warmth that resonated through her very being.
how her HEART called for him ... only him.
despite her mind still deep in slumber, hand instinctively reached out --- delicate digits grasped onto his CLOTHING, stubborn of a hold as though to express her unwillingness to LET GO. she was someone stubborn like that, after all. and it repeated inside her mind that she wanted him here ... she never wanted him to go.
she never wanted to lose him ... so no matter how long ... she’s going to find him ... no matter how far he disappeared to.
because ... she’s on his side. despite how tainted his hands are, despite the BLOOD upon his hands, despite everything ... she’s on his side.