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Mornings with Quincy usually involve him chewing on my hand until I get out of bed. #quincythesphynx #sphynx #sphynxcat #sphynxkitten #sphynxofinstagram #hairlesscats #mybeautifulson #myperfectboy #catmom

It makes me cry every time I think about the fact that someday I'm going to have to tell Archer that someone didn't want him. When he asks why everyone else has a dad but he doesn't, I will have to tell him that you weren't interested in being his dad, but his older brother was good enough for you. I'll have to tell him that he knew about you but chose to ignore your existence. And that breaks my heart and it will when I have to explain it in a way that doesn't make him think he is the problem, because he is far from it. He is perfect in every way. Even when he keeps me up all night crying, or spits up on me, or waits till I change his diaper and instantly messes in it again. You definitely do not deserve him, but Archer deserves to have a dad. Apparently the last five years meant nothing to you and that's fine, after all you put me through, this is the biggest stab to the heart, it's not that you've moved on, I'm glad you're happy, but it's that this little boy deserves the world. I'm willing to give it to him, why aren't you?

My perfect boy is a combination of Harry styles, Michael Clifford, Finn Nelson, Augustus waters and Peter Pan ... And 3 of them are fiction's characters .. Basically I'm lost.