That's a fucked up side affect. I hope the new meds work better for you <3

myfeetsmellnice said: i did not do well with abilify. and changing meds is tough. i wish you a smooth transition. take care of yourself!

thanks guys!! yeah abilify worked fine until he upped me to 40mg and then its been hellish tbh 

Him: What

Me: okay so i just like real-life trolled a boy i might like

You ask,

HOW DO YOU REAL-LIFE TROLL??? WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT???

Him: Accurate thoughts

Me: hehehe

um

ok so um

when i first moved here i went to go visit a comic book store

and dude,

i admit.

it was a little bit so that i could go meet guys.

anyway.

so there was a cute boy who works there, but he mentioned he had a girlfriend. this is in august. anyway, so in march or whatever i made the okcupid profile, and i saw this guy from the store!! he and girlfriend had broken up!

so i have been there once since march, in like april, and we had both visited each others profiles but had never messaged

and that one time, in april, he didn't help me out at the store someone else did.

but.

he had checked out my profile recently, so i was like I"M GOING TO GO TO THAT STORE

so i checked out HIS profile yesterday, and it was WHILE HE WAS ONLINE, so he saw me doing it for sure.

THEN I WENT TO THE STORE TODAY

i had to really psych myself out!!!!!!!!!!

it was hard!!!!!!

i had this intricate plan

of like questions i could ask when someone asked "can i help you" you know? and that line of questioning turned out better than i expected!!!!!!!!!!

and he was the one who was back where i was looking so YAY!!!!!

we talked about neil gaiman and avatar and fables and unwritten and stuff

and then i got home and checked okc just now, and saw that after i went to sleep last night HE HAD LOOKED AT ME

so i really really really hope he recognizes me

ugh

and sends me a message

rar

and then

i just now added to my profile

there is a section "message me if..."

Him: Heh

Me: and I added "If you saw me today." then added a bunch of spaces before my other suggestion, which is to message me if you live in a marriott

so

JaneDoe34: i am not hurting anyone

myfeetsmellnice: ... yet

JaneDoe34: nor do i plan on it

JaneDoe34: im not that kind of queen

myfeetsmellnice: you're not marie antoinette?!

JaneDoe34: why? do you want me to be? im sure i can dress like her

myfeetsmellnice: do it.

JaneDoe34: do you want to eat my cake?