#mybabbleing

Hello everyone first off I wanna start this by saying sorry to all my friends and fans that I haven't been as active as I was and that I haven't chatted as I always do . Getting over this slump is harder then I thought

For the past several days and weeks has been kinda like a regular routine and it has groan a bit stale . I wake up , eat breakfast ,watch TV , watch my niece for a bit , Continue to watch videos , eat lunch struggle to think of new ideas , do chores eat dinner wait till 6:30 pm to. Get on the computer for my 4 hours on the thing( God I'm waiting for this punishment to be over ) and them stay up till 1:00 am in my bed watching TV .

Sigh* and doing the same thing over and over is ...well in a way giving me a huge lack of inspiration and I guess is making me sluggish and procrastinating . And I hate it I miss non stop drawing and being creative and well I started to realize I'm growing up ..alot and well I have to go back to college ,sooner or later I'm going to have to live on my own which is going to sick cause I don't know how to live on my own or pay taxes ( 😨) and let's not even mention getting a job .... Reason why is cause I don't know what I wanna do in life I originally planned to be a video game designer , I mean I have the ideas and the skills to do character designing and development , however I lack the skills on how to make a game. I also planned to at least make.a show....my hopes aren't high on that one I've been trolled and mocked to many times. So far what I am right now is an artist and I'm still learning how to shade with the limited tools I have.!!!

And when it comes to personal problem I must fix that's a whole other story. Heck I. Can barley even speck to others about my ideas without studdering and second guessing myself. . So I. Had a conversation with my dad and he thought of a few things I might be able to do for me to get back into my creativity and to help me prepare for life.

So here's the things that I might change a bit. For one the Rp hiatus is still on for the moment ( I'm sorry guys) , I'm going to do a bunch of long hailing to a few characters to change up them from being Toonverse ocs from cuphead ocs. I'll also be looking over there story's as well . The next thing is I'm going to complete all of the characters I originally created from paper and Finally finish all of the promised Fan art even if I get carpel tunnel ( I need to stop procrastinating for God's sake ). And last thing last I need to get better drawn apps so I can practice animating I want to at least evolve from where I am now

And that's about it as for right now I must continue fixing myself up a bit so to everyone I'm sorry if I my not respond or Rp half of the time I promise to respond as soon as possible . I hope you all understand