still feel like absolute shit.
I didn’t understand that he didn’t like it. I couldn’t just stop. I had to keep going because I thought it was funny. But it wasn’t. It was hurtful.
And my dumbass kept going on. I never learn do i??
I kept pissing him off and now I don’t know what’s gonna happen.
I can’t fucking breathe anymore.. I can’t lose him. I can’t. I’ll be alone again. He’s all I want. He’s all I need.
pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease..
I feel like I’ll just… disappear without him. He’s my reason for existence.
I need him. I need him to be with me. I need to watch and stare at him, know he doesn’t fade away.
Let me crawl in you and nest. Please
Just don’t leave. I’ll do anything.
ILL KILL EVERYONE YOU EVER KNEW IF I HAVE TOO.