#multipletabs

I don't "zone out". Being zoned out is my default state, and I occasionally zone back in to check how things are going.

This Semester I should have read a lot more than I did to prepare for my Thesis writing. This Semester I should have cared a lot more about Masters than I did., but I did not. I was going down a depressive path again and I had to just calm down. In November/December I discouvered I could bake Bolo Lêvedo as a part time home-secret-business and that brought me back to light like no one or anyhting could! I am still selling them and as I write, they are rising in a big pan in the kitchen covered with 3 cloths and a beach towel.

They brought me up and gave me a purpose. And tonight I am slowly starting reading again and choosing not to give up. I won’t push for my own sake. I will read and I know I will remember how interesting my topic is and why I chose it. I know my inner ME needs this topic.