#mujibox

Adding to the earlier parts of this, I love that he hasn't overcorrected and started completely denying himself anger as well. Instead of completely suppressing the literal embodiment of pure and utter rage that was Scaramouche the way he did his other emotions, he's just learned to save it only for those who deserve it. It would've been so easy for him to have fallen back into another overcorrection since that's the toxic trait that birthed Scaramouche in the first place, and I'm just glad he hasn't.

He's no longer directing it at literally anyone who so much as breathes in his direction anymore, but that rage still exists in him. It's just saved for when he's talking about how disappointed he is that there's no more Dottore segments for him to kill as warm up before the main one anymore. (which is still, to this day, the funniest thing he has ever said. Imagine hating so hard you end up turning it around and start wishing there were more clones of your opp JUST because it'd mean there's more of them for you to personally add to God's recently deleted- Great to see Scaramouche is still very much alive and kicking in there. Close enough, welcome back Kendrick-)

The anger isn't completely suppressed. He's just learned a healthy method of compartmentalising and knowing when, where, and what level of anger is appropriate for the situation, which I absolutely adore because it's a huge skill for him to have learned- He's no longer being controlled by anger, he's learned to control his anger.

ill lurk around more here KEKW because im obsessed w ur writing style,,,, stay hydrated and take care of urself !!

MYAUAHAHHAHA YOUVE BEEN INFECTED BY THE XIAO & DILUC BRAINROT RARARA TOUGH MEN SOFT INSIDE GO BRRRRR

also ur making me CRY with this ask ,,, the way you would absolutely see their eyes soften even though their face is always stoic,,🥺AUAUUGH men with a soft spot <33333333 ?1??1?1(

but SINCE U ASKED AND I LOVE U HERES SOME GOROU AND THOMA BRAINROT TO BALANCE IT OUT RARARRARRWR <3

↪︎ thoma’s favorite nicknames for you are “my darling”, “sweetheart”, “windblume” (HES FROM MOND SO I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL)

↪︎ HE KEEPS LITTLE THINHS THAT U GIVE HIM :( like. if you collect things and give him some of the stuff you find (like rocks, shells, etc.) he will keep them safe in some obscure drawer of a desk in the corner at komore teahouse and literally Never get rid of them. like youll probably see them 5 years later and realize like holy shit he is so down bad💍💍

↪︎ gorou waggy tail :))) cant stop his tail from wagging when you talk, when you smile, when you—well, when you do anything really. just being in his line of sight is enough for it to start racing back and forth, prompting other soldiers in the vicinity to snicker and tease him to no end. keep in mind, theyre his subordinates. it’s just so obvious that he likes you that he cant ever deny it or blame his accusers.

↪︎ BUILDING ON THAT. everyone knows. Everyone. you like gorou and gorou likes you, and it’s not a secret—it could never be with the way he reacts around you. everyone in the resistance probably has like bets going around for whats gonna happen between you two next—will gorou say anything? will you pet his tail like yae miko told you to? when will gorou start barking??🐕🐕🐕🐕

listen, i met lumine first. SHES SO INCREDIBLY PRETTY IRL AND I WAS LIKE OML??? we were really hella awkward at first but we got along well after we talked about our twins (i scripted my guy bsf to be my twin)

then there was like a timeskip ish moment where i met gorou and kokomi. hhh kokomi is like genuinely super sweet and when i was with her in private, i’d always try to ask for her to rest since she needs it. she’s always super responsible and super kind towards everyone but she has so much pressure and i genuinely feel so bad—

GOROU OML— god— his tail like slightly wags whenever me and lumine are talking to him. but after the whole vision hunt decree ended, whenever i go to talk to gorou, HIS TAIL WAGS SO MUCH AND HIS EARS TWITCHES— man i was trying so hard not to scream bc i scripted that i can handle my fangirling but lumine jUST KNOWS WHEN IM SCREAMING INTERNALLY SO SHES LIKE WATCHING ME, HOLDING IN HER LAUGHTER—

god i wanna see them again. and be there longer, hhh i love them all

WAIT WHAT THIS IS SO COOL??? I WISH I COULD DO THAT WTF ????? ALSO THIS IS WHAT I IMAGIEN LUMINE’S FACE LOOKS LIKE WHEN SHES WATCHING YOU

it’s so nice to meet you polly!! <3 and you are not a dumpster grrr😡😡😡talk as much as u want, i like it when u talk!!

hhh lumine and the rest (this time it was xiao and zhongli accompanied us) left or just stayed a bit behind with me. i helped childe with his wounds BC MAN— i scripted that i personally won’t feel any pain even if im like heavily injured, BUT DEAR LORD DOES HIS ATTACK AND EVERYONE ELSES SEEMS SO PAINFUL. when childe wakes up, he usually gets pretty embarrassed. teased him for a bit before doing the usual fixing up his wounds. generally, he’s a cool guy, and if we were to minus his bloodthirsty maniacal energy, he’s very fun to hang around with.

ALSO WITH XIAO AND ZHONGLI. dear god, zhongli, i had to held back multiple remarks to not get my ass lemented by xiao— zhongli is indeed a father figure, a very tired father figure for sure. maybe bc he reminds me of my history teacher, i don’t bring myself to be close to him. it’s the same with xiao. actually, you know how he’s pretty much distant? still the same concept, BUT THERE WERE MOMENTS WERE HE PULLS ME TO THE SIDE TO PROTECT ME FROM GETTING HURT BY CHILDE’S ATTACK AND I JUST??? he would say “sorry if this makes you feel uncomfortable” “bear with me for a moment” “sorry, you were about to get hit” MY GOD THIS MAN—

also zhongli’s shield? MY GOD THAT SHIT FEELS LIKE YOUR IN A LIKE THOSE SHOWERING BOXES? that, but more durable—

literally i am so sorry for like this ramble. the dr was really fun earlier

BITCH THIS IS SO COOL I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO REACT PLEASE DONT APOLOGIZE THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY

i cannot imagine being able to really meet all of them ?? this is so cool to hear abt, im shaking aibsjsj AND CHILDE PLS HES SUCH A WEENER

AND GIVE ME THIS XIAO. GIVE HIM TO ME. PUT HIM IN MY HANDS SO I MAY HOLD HIM GENTLY AND GIVE HIM VERY TENDER FOREHEAD KISSES.

ALSO LUMINE’S FACE? you know when in like the visionless fight we needed to do before going to inazuma and riding the crux? YOU KNOW THAT SCENE WHERE WE WERE FLEXING AT OUR ACHIEVEMENTS TO EVERYONE??? yeah, that’s the smug face im talking about when lumine is watching me smile and internally fangirl about gorou.

also yes, i gave her a little hug when the both of us were in private. she cried a bit bc she was pretty stressed AND MY HEART INSTANTLY BROKE?? hhh kokomi deserves the world

YEEEEES SMUG LUMINE SMUG LUMINE LMAOOO

kokomi.. 🥺🥺🥺god someone let her rest