my little black heartbreaks apartwith your big mouth

unwritten law - “save me”

Fun Fact: I actually have a tattoo on my right wrist of a heart turning black from the inside out, inspired by this lyric.

Irresistible - Fall Out Boy

Pick 5 of your favorite tv shows and answer the questions:

1. Supernatural

2. Pretty Little Liars

3. Bates Motel

4. The Vampire Diaries

5. Parks and Recreation 

1. Who is your favorite character in 2? Spencer Hastings

2. Who is your least favorite character in 1? Metatron 

3. What’s your favorite episode of 4? season 4 finale

4. What’s your favorite season of 5? final season

5. What’s your favorite relationship in 3? Dyaln/Emma

6. Who is your anti-relationship in 1? Sam/Ruby

7. How long have you watched 4? about 4 years

8. How did you become interested in 3? I watched Psycho

9. Who is your favorite actor in 2? Troian Bellasario 

10. Which show do you prefer: 1, 4 or 5?  Supernatural is my baby

11. Which show have you seen more episodes of? probably Supernatural since it has the most epsidoes

12. If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be?  Elena?

13. How would you kill off your favorite character in 1? oh gosh..... i would probably give Dean a peaceful death

14. Would a 1, 2 crossover work? i think it would be really weird

15. Pair two characters in 2 that would make an unlikely but strangely okay couple. Ezra/Emily 

16. Overall, which show has a better cast: 3 or 5?  Parks and Rec all the way

17. Which show has a better soundtrack: Supernatural!!! 

I was tagged by my lovely always-everlark  :)

what was your…

Last beverage: milk

Last phone call: roommate 

Last text message: “Oh okay! Night :)” to my boyfriend

Last song you listened to: Heaven Knows: The Pretty Reckless 

Last time you cried: last week

have you ever…

Dated someone twice: yes

Been cheated on: no

Kissed someone and regretted it: sadly yes

Lost someone special: yes

Been depressed: yes

Been drunk and threw up: no thank gosh

list 3 favorite colors…

green

black

blue

last year, have you…

Made a new friend: yes

Fallen out of love: no

Laughed until you cried: yes

Found out who your true friends are: yes

Found out someone was talking about you: yes

general…

How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life?: probably most of them

firsts…

First surgery: busted my lip open when i was like 15

First piercing: ears

First best friend: Andrea

First sport you joined: tennis

First vacation: the beach i think......

First pair of trainers: don’t know

right now…

Eating: poptart! 

Drinking: milk

I’m about to: go to class -_-

Waiting for: Easter Break!

your future…

Want kids: not sure

Get married: yes

Career: acting

Which is better…

Lips or eyes: eyes

Hugs or kisses: hugs

Shorter or taller: taller

Older or younger: older

Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous

Nice stomach or nice arms: arms

Sensitive or loud: both

Hook-up or relationship: relationship

Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

have you ever…

Kissed a stranger: yes unfortunately 

Drank hard liquor: yes

Lost glasses/contacts: yes

Sex on first date: no

Broke someone’s heart: sadly i have

Arrested: no

Turned someone down: yes

Cried when someone died: yes

Fallen for a friend: yes

do you believe in…

Yourself: most of the time

Miracles: yes

Love at first sight: no

Heaven: yes

Santa Claus: till the day I die!

Kiss on the first date: depends

Angels: yes

fill in the blanks & tag 6 people! (don’t forget to tell them you’ve tagged them)

basics:

name: Hannah birthday: December 14 favourite colour: black lucky number: 21 height: 5'8 talents: i play guitar and do some acting last dream you remember: my sister and I went to Australia and she got mugged by a kangaroo  can you juggle: no arts/sports/both: more arts do you like writing: only creatively  do you like dancing: I suck at it do you like singing: yes but i suck

fantasies:

dream vacation: trip around the world dream person: hmmmmm it's a tie between Joshy and Alexander Ludwig dream wedding: outdoors, husband wears suspenders, uh.....kinda vintage dream pet: my kitty dream job: actor  favourite song: i listen to too much music to decide on one  favourite album: currently 1989 last song you heard on radio: Sledgehammer I think least favourite song: Bang Bang least favourite album: I really don't know least favourite artist: nikki minaj

preferences:

guys/girls/both: guys  hair colour: light color eye colour: blue, green humorous/serious: humorous taller/shorter: taller biggest turn-off: disrespectful, too serious, no humour, boring biggest turn-on: guys that can sing/play an instrument, pretty smiles, good humour, ambition 

4. Last time I cried and why:

Last Saturday, actually. I had been home in Chicago for a week, to spend time with my Gram before she passed and then, sadly, to attend her wake and funeral, and was getting ready to leave to come back to Florida and was struck suddenly very homesick when saying goodbye to my family.

12. Ideas of a perfect date

Hmm... rough one! I don't think going to the movies is good, because you can't talk and get to know someone, and restaurants can be too loud and too anxiety-ridden (I have issues with eating in front of people I don't know well). 

I am big on coffee, so a coffee shop would be ideal for me, perhaps one with a poetry reading or an acoustic musical performance, something that can be enjoyed while still keeping a low level chat going. Once comfortable with the other person, then all bets are off; I love doing off the wall or spontaneous things, so a random mini-roadtrip with no destination in mind in the middle of the day, or visiting a kitschy local tourist trap or ren faire would rank high with me. And of course, above all things, staying in, lounging around a comfy atmosphere, and having someone read to me from their favorite book <3

i feel like im not going to be able to exapnd on any of these since i am pe-retty boring but here we go

5-most of my birthdays are pretty meh since idk, birthdays arent spectacularly special. i find that the day itself doesnt have much meaning but everything that has led up to it, is whats important. if i had to pick one, um it would be my 15th (?) birthday. i had a bunch of friends over and we just kinda hung out the entire day and two of them went on our trampoline and the jumpy part was basically touching the ground since theyre both like super tall.

8-this one took a lot of thought since theres nothing i could think of that im the most proud of. im basically kinda proud of anything relatively good i do. thinking about this question makes me feel like ive never really done anything thats worth remembering or worth being the MOST proud of. if i had to pick one thing thats recent (this year) it would be one of the following three:

        -this awesome video game i made for my animation and game design class (not pursuing a future in this though), called What the Brown?

        -as stupid as this is, me and my team of 3 came in 3rd place at the regional science olympics and it was super cool cuz we beat all these crazy smart teams and our school's rival school, and i had a great time doing ti cuz it was like really cool applications of science stuff we actually learned in class (forensic science from blood analysis and precipitating solutions to find the overall composition of the solution)

        -the last one, and certainly NOT the least would be this year as part of student council, i put together the MOST SUCCESSFUL dance in our school's history. although it was a team effort, as the leader of the process and the main organizer of the event i felt incredibly proud of it seeing how successfully it went and the praise from all of the staff afterwards.

11-the best dream ive ever had would probably be one i could actually remember :P turns out i cant remember any. theres one thats pretty weird and kinda cool. basically i was in my kitchen, there was a bag of frozen peas on the counter. it started vibrating and ringing and without questioning i opened it and inside of it was an iPad and jensen ackles was calling me over skype and i skyped with him and daneel and their baby! it was really cool and i remeber it cuz as soon as i woke up i had to tell someone because of how weird/awesome it was.