#moving on process

Day 4 My wounds still sting down to the core of my heart. They're still fresh and open while yours seem like they've healed. How'd you manage to do that?

To think, four months have passed by.. And I'm still called a self-centered bitch or attention whore to him and/or his friends. Yet, I'm here accepting those names thinking I deserve this. And after all that, I still miss him and picture him as the best I've ever had.

I know a sub when I see one. But do you bro, I moved on already. Go talk to your shorty, cus you deff make time for her. You holla at me when you feel like it. Just know, I won't be here forever.

I've been wearing makeup for the past few days now, just to make myself feel better. Telling myself you're beautiful and worth it.