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oh yeah here we go......

Shatter me series, Tahereh Mafi

You're both toxic for each other. It was never gonna work out. But hey you felt so strongly about her as soon as you met her. You two could honestly be soul mates. And sometimes soul mates don't work out the first time. You'll meet again somewhere down the line when the cards are right and it'll be perfect. Like a brand new start only you know everything about each other. But then again sometimes when an atom splits they can never come back to each other. Sometimes two soul mates are never together. I truly think rob was moms soul mate. But sometimes it's for the best that it didn't work out. But also what're the chances your soulmate lives fifteen minutes away from you? You have to branch out and meet other people. Out of all the people on this earth do you really think that a girl who lives in the same place as you, who attend the same school as you is the girl you're gonna spend the rest of your life with? The chances are so slim. And everything happens for a reason. Maybe it just couldn't work out with her right now at this time in your life. I mean you're both at such different stages of maturity and life. You're diving into your future and pursuing a career and she's running away from her problems and looking to other people for comfort because she can't fix anything herself. Maybe when she's matured and you've settled down with life and officially started your career you'll be good for each other. Not to bring dear john into this but it kinda shows that perfectly. He met this girl and fell in love with her in the span of two weeks. But it didn't work out. She left. He was heart broken. Fast forward like what five ten years later? He sees her in that cafe or whatever and it's like no time has past at all. They still cared for each other the entire time and they both reached a point in their life where they just knew. That was it. And it ends with them hugging. That just might be you and Tiffanie. A lot of people believe that you fall in love three times your entire life. The first time it's reckless, it's new, it's terrible, it hurts, you think you'll never find someone again. The second time you think you've learned. But it turns out to be worse than the first. It's manipulative and hurts so so much. And the third time is the one you never see coming. It could be by your side the entire time and it looks wrong from every angle but it just hits you and you know that that's the one. I've experienced one and two. And you never get over the first I'll tell you that. I know for a fact you'll never get over Tiffanie. I will never get over isahi. He will always be someone I check on. I may not be in love with him and I never will be again but I always hope he's happy. And you'll always hope Tiffanie is happy. But honestly you'll find someone better or you and Tiffanie will be drawn towards each other later down the line.