#motherfucker...

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ah, i must say i'm a stickler for the old b-3. it just feels more right to me - it's also closest to his original canon jacket - but i'm also biased. however, that huge sheepskin straight jacket would be far too hot for a big portion of the contiguous 48 around this time of year and as we get into summer. i also just think he looks better in the warmer tones of the seal brown leather over the olive drab of the later b-10/b-15. at least with how i draw him.

                       FEAR

    In longing ,   you feel fear .   You're uncertain and wary of what your feelings may betray you to .   You don't enjoy the feeling of not being in control of your own self ,   you ask ,   "   why can't I just stop ?   "   There's a cold feeling in your chest ,   your hands become clammy ,   you know you behold this desire too strongly ,   but the feeling goes nowhere .   Rationally you think ,   "   this desire is foolish and I don't need it ,   "   but that doesn't work for long .   Secretly you yearn for that you seek ,   trying to hide it even from your own self ,   fearing that if you even let yourself know what you crave ,   nothing will be the same .  

     Sometimes it's lonely .   Sometimes you wish you could tell someone  ....  anything .   You reference it vaguely in conversations ,   a joke that only makes sense to you ,   but is actually the longing veiled in fear .   Your desire is forbidden ,   unattainable ,   by your own standards or someone else's ,   but it lurks in the back of your mind ,   persistent ,   deafening in the way that silence often is .   Fear not my love ,   take a deep breath .   YOU WILL FIND YOUR PEACE .

Did the Meowth get sniped from you? I agree. That’s really upsetting when you had your heart set on it and someone comes in last moment to get it instead of actually competing for it.