𝕀𝔻𝕃𝔼 𝕎𝕆ℝ𝕊ℍ𝕀ℙ.

          “   i don’t want to talk to you ,   shadow weaver .   ”

@catrayal​​ said    —–>     * coughs up a hairball into your shoes *

RABBIT HEART (RAISE IT UP) / FLORENCE + THE MACHINE

i look around but i can’t find you (raise it up) / if only i could see your face (raise it up) / instead of rushing towards the skyline (raise it up) / i wish that i could just be brave / i must become a lion-hearted girl, ready for a fight / before i make the final sacrifice

DUST BOWL DANCE / MUMFORD & SONS

i’ve been kicked off my land at the age of sixteen / and i have no idea where else my heart could have been / i placed all my trust at the foot of this hill / and now i am sure my heart could never be still / so collect your courage and collect your horse / and pray you never feel this same kind of remorse

NEPTUNE / SLEEPING AT LAST

you let me set sail with cheap wood / so i patched up every leak that i could / 'til the blame grew too heavy, stitch by stitchy i tear apart / if brokenness is a work of art, i must be a poster child prodigy / thread by thread i come apart / if brokenness is a form of art, surely this must be my masterpiece

LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE / LENNON STELLA

been drilled in my head forever, be better / turns out i’m just like everybody else / don’t even go near a mirror, it’ll kill ya / trust me, you don’t wanna see yourself / fuck the noise, it’s too late, it’s the choices / now i don’t even wanna be someone / what made me think i was special? i’m not special / turns out i’m like everybody else

MOWGLI’S ROAD / MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS

there's a fork in the road, i'll do as as i am told / well, i don't know, (don't know don't know don't know don't know) /  who...i want to be (cuckoo!) / you say Y-E-S to everything, will that guarantee you a win? / do you think you will be good enough to love others and to be loved?

SKIPPING STONES / CLAIRE GUERRESO

stop the world from spinning around / feels like the sky is falling down / can't breathe in, i can't breathe out / i'm afraid that i might drown / can't stay afloat on just a skipping stone, an echo on the water / i'm letting go, surrender to the bottom /  another rising tide, another storm to fight /  come and take me, i'm just a skipping stone

PRAYING / KESHA

i'm proud of who i am / no more monsters, i can breathe again / and you said that i was done / well, you were wrong and now the best is yet to come / 'cause i can make it on my own, oh / and i don't need you, i found a strength i've never known / i'll bring thunder, i'll bring rain, oh /  when i'm finished, they won't even know your name

THE ARCHER / TAYLOR SWIFT

and i cut off my nose just to spite my face / then i hate my reflection for years and years / i wake in the night, i pace like a ghost / the room is on fire, invisible smoke / and all of my heroes die all alone / help me hold onto you / i've been the archer, i've been the prey / screaming, who could ever leave me, darling? / but who could stay?

THE THINGS I REGRET / BRANDI CARLILE

there's a hole in my pocket where my dreams fell through / from a sidewalk in the city to the avenue / there's a leak in my dam 'bout the size of a pin / and i can't quite remember where the water's getting in / but when you're wearing on your sleeve all the things you regret / you can only remember what you want to forget / you feel it tugging at your heart like the stars overhead / 'til you rest your bones on the killing bed

IDLE WORSHIP / PARAMORE

𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐄.   laughter loving.  sweet smiles.  dressed in silk and satin.  flower in their hair.  sees the world as a runway.  unapologetically sexual.  the sea washing their ankles.  in love with love.  stirrer of passion.  cunning concealed by painted lips.  secret daggers.  doves.  revolution in their kiss.  delighting in the waves. flirtatious winks.  strolling along the beach.  staring wistfully from a balcony.  this is how to be a heartbreaker.  wants to be adored.  gets turned on by danger.

𝐀𝐏𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎.      glitz and glamour.  art galleries. turning the volume up.  being made of gold.  neatly organized music sheets.  notebooks filled with poetry.  bathing in the sunlight.   the powerful urge to create.  collecting vinyl records.  beautiful cover of wonderwall.  playing multiple instruments. tasting like sunshine.  healing touch.  speaking in prophecies.  smile mingled with wrath.  shunning lies.  sporting shades.  hanging out at music festivals with their friends.  sleeps naked.  arrow to the heart.  paint brushes. probably has a tinder account.

𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐒.      armed for battle. wants to raise a dog with their significant other. soft spot for children. gives piggyback rides.  scarred body.  blood on their hands and face. willing to fight the world for the ones they love.  fights against injustice. warm hugs. well worn combat boots.  boxing gloves.  bandages wrapped around bruised knuckles. fist raised in protest. ignites revolutions.  fear is a prison.  more sensitive than what their tough shell would have you think. exhausted. damaged goods. force to be reckoned with.  red roses. curses under their breath.

𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐒.     keen sense of a hunter.  freckles like constellations on their skin.  piercing eyes. disheveled braid.  moonlight peeking through the shadows.  the calm of the forest at night.  lying on the grass and staring at the stars.  mother doe and her fawn. protecting their kin.  the moon shimmering on a still lake. quiver full of arrows resting against the bark of a tree. running with wolves.  bonding while circled around a campfire.  not being much of a people person. arrow hitting a target. popping egos.  patience on 3%. touches heaven and returns howling.

𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐀.     discerning gaze. unreadable face. quiet museums. owl perched on their finger.  armor that intimidates. eye for architecture.  plays the sims for the sole purpose of building houses.  studied the blade while everyone else was busy getting laid.  big fan of logic.  loves brain teasers.  ancient buildings. sweaters in neutrals and cool colors.  hair done up.  can kill you with their brain.  heads to the library often to research.  sharpened pencils.  abs that can cut steel.  stoic statues. pottery classes.

𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐑.     soil covered hands.  smile that can bloom flowers.  skin loved by the sun.   being the mom friend. can lift you and your friends. flowers kept in the pockets of overalls. takes pride in their beautiful garden.  speaks to their plants. leaves rustling in the wind.  stalks of wheat. picking fruit.  greenhouses.  heart as strong as a mountain. values simplicity. daisies dotted across a collarbone.  curls crowned with flowers.  folded pile of sweaters in warm hues.  pulling out fresh baked bread out of the oven and the smell wafting through the air.

𝐃𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐘𝐒𝐔𝐒.     drunk shitposter.  on their sixth glass of wine before you’ve even finished your second. seductive smirks. untamed curls.  rich fabrics on dark skin.  sleek furred panthers. theatre masks.  stage productions.  receiving a standing ovation. rose caught between their teeth.  being the baby of the bunch.  wild parties that last from sundown to sunup.  creeping vines. inspiring loyalty. grand opera houses.  masquerade balls. rolls of film.  shattered chandeliers with broken glass scattered across the wine spilled floor.  pouring champagne into flutes.  lives for the applause.

𝐇𝐄𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐒.      the calloused hands of someone who knows labor. sweaty brow. flame burning in their eyes. inventive mind.  broad shoulders. steampunk goggles.  nuts and bolts stored away in little boxes.  ashes.  striking a match.  blueprints for future projects. fixing up a busted up car and giving it cool upgrades.  wrestles with bitterness. work boots have seen better years.  wrinkled plaid shirts. iron melted in blazing fire. huge jackets. crafting masterpieces.  greased stained overalls.  fascination with robotics.  pain is fuel. stack of weaponry. even their muscles have muscles.

𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐀.     resting bitch face.  dressed to the nines.  cows grazing on a pasture. cool rain.  loving and hating fiercely.  hand clutching a string of pearls.  large chandelier with glittering crystals.  plays the sims for the sole purpose of killing off their sims. romance to realism.  pictures of the sky while flying on a plane. files that under fuck it.  downs glasses of wine as they relax with a scented bubble bath and netflix. like their selfie or you’re grounded. knows 57 convenient ways to murder a man. dark eyes that penetrate your soul. marble and gold.

𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐒.     devil - may - care smile.  always up - to - date on the latest technology.  will steal your french fries. does it for the vine.  shitposter. puts googly eyes on everything.  meme hoarder. long drives on the highway. ma and pop diners.  spontaneous road trips.  folded maps.  fingers dancing across the keyboard of a laptop.  shooting hoops on the basketball court.  chatting up strangers as you all journey to your own destinations. goes jogging in the morning. mixes redbull with coffee. menace on april fool’s.  hoodies and sneakers.

𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐈𝐃𝐎𝐍. storm with skin.  colorful coral reefs.  waves crashing against the shore.  stroking the soft fur of a cat. their heart pounding as their horse’s gentle trot speeds into a gallop. tousled locks. clothes smeared with paint.  owns several sketchbooks yet always yearns to own more. leather jackets. fondness for diy projects.  handwriting that flows across the page.  nimble fingers playing the strings of a violin.  velvety singing voice that haunts your dreams. mood as ever - changing as the sea. the roar of a motorcycle. compass with a spinning arrow.

𝐙𝐄𝐔𝐒.     thunder in their heart.  running on coffee. flash of lightning. unnatural charisma.  eloquence.  badass in a nice suit.  aficionado of history. force of nature. lenny face. nightmare-filled nights. proud arm around their lover’s waist.  high - rise buildings.  planes soaring through a cloudless sky.  technician on the piano.  maintains order.  strong handshake. juggling multiple events on their busy schedule with ease. expensive watch.

catra: [runs away]