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hii sweetie! this is a great question.

i haven’t really thought about it before but i would say that yes, he’d have been banished since he has demon blood.

it’s super interesting because we could have seen how much important sam was for people in hell, all his followers (if i can call them that) believing in his commandment leading to the big fight azazel talked about. it would have also strengthened the ‘bond’ sam share with lucifer because if sam had ended up cast out of earth/the world, i think learning that he’s the true vessel of lucifer would have been even more meaningful and the parallels they could have made omg it would have been crazy!!!

besides, i like to think that dean would have found a way to get back to sam and when he did, sam had already chose to become the king of hell and he’d have demon eyes, the powers and all. (if i get to choose how things would go from there : maybe we have a fratricide arc -> dean trying to kill sam that ends with dean staying with his brother in hell because even if he’s not really human anymore, he’s still his little brother).

as for sam, i feel like like at first he’d be devastated. he’s in hell because he’s not pure, unclean, without his brother, surrounded by demons and tortured souls. it would be hard, accepting his role especially since i’m sure the demons trusting in azazel plan would encourage him to become the boyking. he’d finally give in because he cannot see a future where he is saved. it would be a guilty pleasure because he likes it but at the same time, he’s feeling like he’s betraying himself and his faith.

ahhhh thank you for asking!! it's been a while since i watched it so my memory is rusty, but i'll try to answer. i should probably forsake myself and rewatch it, actually

obviously, spoilers below the cut. it's a great show, btw, ppl should watch it! it's available on netflix

Hi hi and happy DFF!! Omg what a great q. I think I may have talked about something similar before so apologies if I’m redundant here.

I think Dean enjoyed the freedom of not having to hide anymore. To John, I think this was probably still a covert relationship in his mind. Sure they can fuck in the motel without having to worry about Sam coming in, but John is still furtive. I just don’t know that he could ever move away from the “this is my son, this is a man, I’m cheating on Mary” guilt that lingers. Like I DO think John justifies things to himself insofar as their sexual relationship by seeing Dean in that capable wife/mother role. And I know a lot of people don’t like the “John is homophobic” headcanon. And I’m not saying he’s a violent homophobe or anything, I’m saying he’s a military man born in the 50s raising his sons in the 80s and 90s and it’s VERY likely that he’s got. Some internal feelings. About being with a man. So without Sam there it’s almost…he doesn’t have an excuse to hide and that’s awkward for him.

Meanwhile Dean is like this is so great I can wifey on main. I mean John is his first love, you know. But it’s not all great; without Sam there I’m sure there were more arguments between J&D no matter how obedient Dean is.

I find the Stanford era to be pretty sad, tbh. Like I think they’re both really missing Sam and Dean is trying his best to make up for that but…it’s just not the same as it was.

SORRY, THIS GOT KINDA DEPRESSING. I love to entertain fluffy HCs but when it comes down to my analysis of canon I tend to have darker reads 😞

Is this how dean stands guard outside the door so sam can't escape or leave him again 👀

IT IS NOW!

Can I eat your brain my dude it sounds yum

this is exactly what i thought too 😭 dean with tiny sam and then dean with larger sam

hii, thank you for this lovely ask!

a not complete list of things that make me deeply happy: spending time with close friends & walks in nature (might be a little cliché, but genuinely nothing else makes me feel as at peace as that) & getting to bask in the sun when it's not too hot, getting to observe & listen to birds (i heard some woodpeckers a few days ago and it made my whole day!!), playing with dogs, taking pics of flowers & plants & editing them (just realised i haven't done this in a while!), cooking & baking when im in the right mood & sharing with my loved ones — & also, as a friend recently put it, happiness is in the laughter of little children >:)

I love your tags so much! The angel grace and the demon blood in him turn him into something entirely new and neither side knows what to do with him. I think we see demon eyes with smoke coming out of them in some episodes, and I love that for sam except the smoke/glow is just coming from everywhere and is a combination of the angelic and demonic powers he has now.

Thank you for the ask! I love going down this rabbit hole!! And each side is a bit afraid of him because they don’t trust the part of him that comes from the opposite side. Is he actually a kind of nephilim or cambion now (He was already said to be the Antichrist)? Do the grace and demon blood somehow start to work together in him (because he was made to hold both)? I also love the idea of the two forces (are they forces? Attributes?) giving him a really different aura that is also at least a little bit visible. And it really stumps those beings that can see auras-side note, Pamela would have had so much fun meeting him at this point and I would love to hear her comments on it. Now I have picture in my mind of Sam standing there with a faint gray/blue haze surrounding him and the ends of his hair are kinda floating a little bit because of the power.

What are some things that make you happy?

Oohhh yay my first ask!!!

I would say seeing and petting dogs especially this little corgi puppy in my neighborhood named Snickers tehe (its adorable to see his little tail wag and his little stumpy feet go all crazy), trying out different coffee recipes (within my own skill set and limited tool set) and of course talking to friends about our shared interests (fandom and otherwise) <3