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Remus pushed the door and it opened with a creak. It was dim , with a few disco lights and a large rusted bulb flickering over the bartender's table. His eyes searched for Sirius, any handsome black haired figure ,any tall chiselled face.

"Oh just SHUT UP!"

Remus' ears sharpened as he heard a familiar voice.

"Bring me another round! I know what I am doing!"

It was Sirius. Remus blinked his eyes walking towards him.

"Should have smacked him with my bare hands! Sho..uld..have p..punched him so hard!" He clenched his jaw and mimicked a fist ,snapping it on the table. Remus stood tilting his head by the pillar, hearing him in silence. He gulped ,watching Sirius agitating under the effect of alcohol.

"HE MURDERED 'EM.. That bloody stinking git , he betrayed his best friend." He shoot another glass ,and sighed. His drooping eyes suddenly went on Remus , standing beside.

"Oh Moony! My friend Moony. Come have a drink!" He stood up , shaking, shuffling in small steps, approaching towards Remus.

Remus saw his moist red eyes. His face was much less handsome. He was all skinny and weary. He limped towards Remus. Remus took him by his arms, dragging him towards the exit.

"Lets go home, Sirius! It's enough. Don't forget you are on a run!"

"No, moony! no!" Sirius stopped and stood up , struggling to keep his balance.

Remus grabbed Sirius' arm letting him out of the bar.

"No Moons...Hey stop!"

Remus looked around ignoring him. He pulled him closer and apparated in a snap.

They landed in a small dim room.

"Why are you getting yourself in trouble, Sirius?" Sirius was still lurching on him.

He was constantly shaking his head.

"Remus. No."

"NO NO NO REMUS! We should have killed him. We shouldn't have listened to Harry. THAT TRAITOR DESERVED TO DIE." He clutched Remus' collar, gritting his teeth. He almost sat down. Remus bent, putting a hand over his shoulder. They were sitting on the floor, Remus gulped at Sirius' statements.

"Sirius, calm down, Let me help you!"

Sirius raised his head , looking Remus into the eye, "Help...I don't need help...I just..just want this pain...all of this pain to stop." His eyes bulged out, fixed yet trembling. He suddenly looked away.

"Remus, I miss them. They were everything I had. I miss my friends , Remus. ARE YOU LISTENING, I FUCKING MISS THEM..." He broke into tears , tugging at Remus' collar, burying his head into his lap.

"It's okay Sirius! I am here. It's okay."Remus stroked Sirius' hair and closed his eyes tightly, tears flowing from the sides. He realised that Sirius never had a chance to feel the loss of James and lily.

Sirius was sniffling, his lips trembled.

Remus wiped his own tears, gathering some strength. "We have Harry , Sirius. You saw him, he has Lily's eyes and he's...he's such a mini version of our James."

Sirius nooded with a sniff. He put his arms around Remus, still resting his head on Remus' lap. Remus bent his head low , placing it on sirius', calming him down.

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"Uhm. Sirius?" Remus mumbled to him after a while, realising he was better, trying to get him off himself.

"I'm not moving Moony. Your lap feels like home."

Tagging JKR's tiny horcruxes , I hope I don't annoy you by tagging y'all.

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Harry let himself into Remus and Sirius’ the morning after the full moon, a bag full of shrunken groceries in his arms. Teddy was still over at Andromeda’s, and might even spend another night there tonight (if Harry couldn’t steal him away). He made an effort to be quiet, but he knew by now that Remus and Sirius were exhausted after a full moon, and would be sleeping fairly deeply. 

It had become a routine, Harry coming over after the full moon to do what he could to make life easier for them. Taking a page out of Molly’s book, he usually made a huge lunch to give Sirius and Remus back some of the energy they’d used the night before. Harry didn’t deal well with being helpless, so coming over and making food made him feel just a little bit better. He worked around the kitchen on semi-automatic, throwing together a variety of foods high in proteins and starches. Harry was putting a dish into the oven when he heard footsteps behind him. Looking over his shoulder, he saw Remus making his way into the kitchen. 

Harry pushed a mug of tea across the kitchen counter towards Remus, hoping Remus would take it as an invitation to come sit. The last thing Remus needed was to expend more energy. “Hey Moony,” Harry said, turning back towards the stove. “How was the full moon this month? Are you and Sirius okay?” 

Remus : *under the invisibility cloak* Bless you .

Remus - Fine get lost!

Sirius- Come , we'll go together!