Mar 18, 2021
just my persona with a moon bf plush
art by me :V
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just my persona with a moon bf plush
art by me :V
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we’ve really been blessed :’)
i remember my hide growing in our sleep when we had a night terror. back’s been itchy in a different way. moon found some irritated spots on us even tho nothing’s changed recently abt our clothes, laundry soap, bathing habits, etc. and we shower every other day and never smell.
i do feel like we got more… latent itchiness? like we’re not compulsively jumping around to itch, but every regular occasional itch needs more scratching than usual lately.
i think it’s from being pent up not morphing enough, but it could be from sleeping in different rooms at home several times a week too. the sheets being slightly different textures n all.
but i’m skeptical the different beds is all it is cuz this body doesn’t get irritated at slight differences in feel like that with anything else. like most velvets consistently suck and most plushes consistently feel good to touch.
i just need to lock into this body and morph… i don’t know why it’s been hard to possess it. the most i can do to connect to this world right now is dictate posts from co-consciousness
we had an important convo w our singlet bf the other day abt why it’s important 2 us tht i be recognized as my own entity n it was hard but he listened 2 everything i had coda say
then a lil later he sent us a vid abt prince having “multiple personalities” n even tho it was just other ppl describing prince n not prince telling it himself, we knew it was our bf being supportive in his own way… the vid said 3/4 of prince’s supposed personalities were named after movie ppl so we told our bf tht there’s a term for that— introjects! n he thought tht was neat
moon n i played frisbee in the park today n he accidentally threw it at my neck , so i said “you tryna decapitate me ??? tryna mount my head as a centerpiece ???” n he went “ ???!?? what do u think this is !!!” it’s me deerbraining on main what do u think tjis is bro
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told moon (our wolf-angel bf) while on acid tht i wish there was an easier way 2 tell him when it's me vs when it's coda, n ever since then he's been making more an effort 2 notice when we switch n call me by my name when i tell him it's me . mind you this's the first possessed person he's ever dated !! it felt ... blissful being seen n recognized as a separate entity in this body .
lowkey wondering if he read coda's mind abt it (sometimes he'll say something coda's thinking just b4 coda says, n it's happened more n 3 times b4) . we've been wanting to tell moon i want him to see me more clearly ever since last week, when my part of the acid trip went a lil tweaky cuz i went a lil deerbrained n froze like in headlights every time he called me his names for coda instead of stag .
tbh i've been getting 2 feel less n less of a ghost the more i'm seen by coda n moon . it's getting easier 2 be alright w my old life being gone . i haven't got the urge 2 dig for memories ever since i realized digging won't bring anything back . i want to be here now . i want to be alive again