Well, Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to everyone. I'm currently going through a feeling of being sedentary, feeling bored and kind of depressed. I wrote like 5 to 10 posts, but I don't think any read very well. Maybe I need to find something else to do, because seasonal depression or something is hitting me like a truck. I'm fine, I think. I'm just having one of many moods.
I wanted to tag everyone to a post soon, since it's Christmas and everything. I don't know. Maybe doing it and going downstairs to spend time with my dad can shake off the depression I seemed to accrue. I'm blaming my nana trying to reach out to me and my poppy basically giving us the cold shoulder and left to panic about him coming down. I don't want to travel unless I can bring my house with me, but I almost want to travel (or fake travelling) just to get away from being bothered next christmas. Not saying me and my dad will do that, but I'm saying it's tempting to me. I think my mood is probably gonna improve and decrease and improve and decrease all throughout the next weeks. I hate company coming down, I hate my fears of the future, I hate my congestion, etc. I like a lot of stuff too, but I'm blanking on it because negative lists are easier for me. I think I'm fine, though. Anyways, I think I'll tag everyone now. I almost want to send out generic asks to people wishing them a happy holiday season or whatever, but I also feel like that's a lot of effort right now. But I can add some new people to my tag list.
Here's the list of my mutuals: @marvel-and-moor @kryptonbabe @ihauntmyhouse @thewordsmith3 @snapcandle @c00c00pig @yourfriendlyneighbourhoodaries @southernfreakinggothic @demigod-jack-hearth @beauty-queen-official @molovesbooks @billybatsonmylove @irish-agender-moss @munchkinmarauder @dougielombax @0asta0 @one-of-batmans-orphans @ace-looking-4-parkingspace @supersonicdp @ltwharfy @ligaments-08 @spiritbox713 @drksanctuary @istilldontlikemyusername @berf-a-smurf @bacon-bitch @demigoddumbass @cosmo-autistic-version @blueknightmage @112emptycoffeecups @a-field-of-dragonflowers @sparkysaurus @jasongracesglasses @that-lego-frog @ashes-of-a-giftedkid-burnout
Now for some of the people I don't follow/I follow but they don't follow me back/any number of other possible explanations: @onewordaway @emperorcandy @tremendousdreamtragedy @riordanverseaddict @royaltystudios @daresplaining @sandy-castle @conundrumrespeculis @the-fyre-flie @gelpenss @bobs-biscuits-emporium @somedamslytherindemigod2 @delicatebatharmony @muiltifandomnerd @okaydokielemonquokey @forkborb @sweetgladiatorfesival (and I believe I forgot) @hggu
PS: I'm fine now, or I'm getting there. Me and my dad might watch love actually tonight to destress. Still, I feel weirdly guilty writing this and tagging so many people again. Please don't hold it against me. Also, I posted this impulsively. If I need to delete it or edit it to read better, I can
