#money ..

pro: my parents finally paid my phone bill so i can potentially like, comfortably leave the house now, maybe visit legion soon, and feel a little less irritated at all their frivolous-ass purchases con: they still havent paid me for the work i did like 3 weeks ago or gotten bvs tickets which are Rapidly filling up but i feel like if i buy them myself then say "just pay me back for yours when you can pay me for then" they might find a way to get mad or might put it off for like ten years and ill be unnecessarily out 20 bucks Lol

my tuition is 18k a semester, i deserve to sleep and shit on the floor of this building

you know that pomegranate shirt? technically covered by the "My Mom Buys My Clothes and School Supplies" clause of 2014... fucked up but true

@jackpng and @agenderss hey thru what method can i pay yall back i just got $

i have no identity and im poor and too mentally ill to get a job-im freaking out at the prospect of going to an interview tomorrow, no way i’ll make it/even get the job-and i have no source of income because i’m shit at art and no one will commission me and my family is abusive and im suck in this shitty spiral and i hate it and none of you even care.

Bad things: 1) I have this awful pimple that won't go away and won't pop, and has been on my face for like a week and I dont know what to do??? 2) my skin is in general not great right now which is sad 3) same for my hair like it looks so dull and lifeless why 4) I'm out of alcohol and acquiring more requires Going Outside which I am I'll equipped to do 5) I've been forgetting my medicine a lot lately like in the past 10 days I've probably remembered thrice why is this happening this is so awful for my system 6) as a result I am absolutely nonfunctional and getting out of bed is an effort 7) I had more nightmares last night, this time about not being able to get my visa in time and not being able to go back to college 8) except its not just a nightmare its a very real possibility and I am TERRIFIED lol Good things: 1) I did take my medicine the night before last so I was kinda okay yesterday and I went out and watched a movie at the cinema, Pompeii from the British Museum, and it was really nice! It's so nice to learn things I miss learning so much 2) I have cheese

komaeda is already rich and would still eat a tiny person for 100 million dollars. i absolutely believe this. the more money they have the less they have to deal with Humans, and, well, they dont feel guilt about the idea because they dont have a great opinion of most humans. theyd eat a tiny person as long as it wasnt the tiniest person or first person to be made tiny or exceptionally skilled at living as tiny souda presents the question because being a tiny person offered as food has been a recurring money problems stress dream since he was a kid. he pictures komaeda eating him without a second thought and accidentally ends up into vore even though it still scares him