Being a mediple that works similarly to modular systems sucks sometimes...
We never know who we are (that when we even are someone)... And it feels pretty lonely too, as most plural spaces are mostly composed of multiples or those with similar experiences to them. And also because there's just a vague feeling of company and innerlove; there's not much inner communication or inner relationships to have when you're a bunch of temporary starmates.
Not even mentioning being maskbased and not having an updated mask/flare to use while meeting new people by ourselves, one that doesn't make us dysphoric and/or more prone to dissociation...
I wish we were more constant than temporary. I wish we could have more inner company. I wish things were easier... I wish it was different.
