May 28, 2024
on the new frenzy of anti-endo tumblr users
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on the new frenzy of anti-endo tumblr users
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Being a mediple that works similarly to modular systems sucks sometimes...
We never know who we are (that when we even are someone)... And it feels pretty lonely too, as most plural spaces are mostly composed of multiples or those with similar experiences to them. And also because there's just a vague feeling of company and innerlove; there's not much inner communication or inner relationships to have when you're a bunch of temporary starmates.
Not even mentioning being maskbased and not having an updated mask/flare to use while meeting new people by ourselves, one that doesn't make us dysphoric and/or more prone to dissociation...
I wish we were more constant than temporary. I wish we could have more inner company. I wish things were easier... I wish it was different.
Plurals: Do your headmates eat in headspace?
Yes, they NEED to just as often as the body has to.
Yes, they NEED to but not as often as the body has to.
Yes, they NEED to but only rarely.
Yes, they WANT to out of habit or for fun.
No, but they can and tend not to bother with it.
No, but they can and dont because it feels weird to do so.
No, and they cant do it at all.
Nuance/Other
Not Plural/See Results
So I know yall accept all types of plurality but I wanted to make sure because Iβm nit entirely plural but Iβm also not singlet? Just wanted to know if that was still in the spirit of the blog.
- Some vaguely plural cryptid?
Absolutely! A lot of people identify with this as median plurality, but every degree of vague plurality and in-between state is totally welcome here π If you ever feel like expanding more on your unique experience, we'd be happy to hear about it!
Lmao you can tell thereβs been an uptick in anti endos from Twitter because they do that thing where they make up a whole different thing to be pissed at.
Some of us wanting to spread some positivity went: βThe future is plural,β and they immediately jumped on that shit and screeched some shit like: βOh, so you believe children should be abused?!β
Like no, you stale cheese puffs, thatβs an entirely new and not the same idea/sentence!!
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Something about how different headmates feel to be in front. We treat plurality like it's all in the head but it's not. Sometimes it's in the abdomen where other feelings often are.
Like i switched a bit with Sophie today and there's a Feeling that's happy/love i think below the solar plexus. I have a faint feeling more up in my chest & throat that feels more like anxiety/avoidance. Someone else who's fronted recently doesn't have much of any Feeling we noticed at allat the time, rather we got a sense of a general Clarity.
I'd really love to talk more about the relationship between roleplaying and plurality in a positive way. Or just writing and plurality in general.
We got our first fictive from written roleplay, and we're really glad he's here. He doesn't want to front, and prefers to experience stuff through our writing. When we're writing him in an RP, that's when he feels most alive and real.
I'd love to hear everyone else's experiences too, if you'd like to share :)
Dropping "out of front" as a P-DID host (and, I imagine, a lot of non-disordered systems too, but I wouldn't know) feels less like disappearing or leaving for headspace or something, and more like... stepping back and falling half-asleep while the other person does things using the body. We have extremely bad adhd, so it's the only way I can rest and escape the constant barrage of my own thoughts. I don't lose consciousness completely, but instead of their awareness being filtered through me, it's the other way around, and by giving them control of the wheel, the brain focuses on their influence and sets mine "in the back". Being able to switch like this is the closest I'll likely ever get to being completely out front, due to the way our trauma manifests. It's taken a long time of practice to even get this far, and it's one of the most important things we've learnt for our internal privacy and teamwork.
This is why it's even more important to establish that it's generally considered rude to constantly ask for the host when interacting with other system members. Many systems aren't able to switch on command, but there are also systems that struggle to switch and are barely holding onto front, or systems that can switch on command but desire privacy and rest, or systems that could technically switch but it would cause their host great distress. A system does not need to switch for others to be comfortable. Yes, sometimes you had prior plans to attend to, but it's better to talk about what to do about this with whomever is in front at the time instead of just immediately asking for the host.
Being allowed to Not Front by others socially is a matter of privacy and respect, and the idea that the host should always be available plays into the host-centricism much of societal perception holds. If someone you're not used to is in front, there's a reason, no matter how small, so please consider both the feelings of the current fronter and the host before asking. Is the fronter comfortable with leaving front? Is the host comfortable with being in front? Is this really a circumstance where you'd need the host specifically, or are you just used to having them around? Treating all system members as equals goes a long way.