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Progress Update
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The Beach [2025] Sorry I've been absent once again. I find it kind of hard to update a rather unseen blog. That's no one's fault though. Any
Oh also the DF Dev Com is being edited as we speaaaak yipppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Weird theory about the mun or the muses? Mun, they enjoy RP Vortex and Brawl to much that they like to see them in wacky situations.
Weird theory about Brawl. He secretly enjoys human wrestling like WWE. Weird theory about Vortex. He watched badly written B rated Martal Arts moves from the 70s and 80s and secretly tries to practice his "skills" in private when no one is looking.
fun fact about Mun. This is my first time working out cannon characters. However I tend to add more personality to them due to the comics not really fleshing them out. Yeah they're all insane in their own way but sometimes it's better they act like that to protect themselves from others.
Brawl in my opinion would probably watch WWE but due to his size he'd probably stick to what he knows which is just punching bots in the face repeatedly.
Vortex? Yeah he'd do that for gags but he honestly would watch horror movies to get new ideas on how to torture bots. Humans are the most creative creatures to torture one another.
Senin, 6 Juni 2022.
we're taking a break with our boyf right now, and it fucking sucks. but he still loves us, and we do too so there's hope at least.
but the talk we had also made us (the system) realize we're still scared of being ourselves. and so that changes. it won't be a miracle change overnight, we'll still get scared or anxious abt stuff, but we won't let it get to us as much!! do no harm, take no shit! be loud and proud and occupy space, we belong here!!
so we were asked if we're polyamorous still. and honestly. we have an idea but like,, idk
so we aren't monogamous, but we aren't poly either. it's more like,, we're into relationship anarchy! like,, we wanna have one main squeeze, one main partner to do everything with, and then if I wanna kiss my friends or cuddle with them I can! if we have sex every so often, maybe that'd be okay too (although idk,, we rlly only like having one person to call ours in that department)
but yeah, idk does this make sense?
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the way people treat mental health sometimes is absolutely disgusting
was telling our boyf's grandma that we've got conversion disorder so she's not shocked when we pull out our cane/walker/wheelchair depending on how well we feel, or how many spoons we've got, and she goes 'oh well that's just a mental block, you just gotta push yourself!'
with alllll the respect in the world, no bitch. that's not how this works.
we've tried many many times before to just go 'oh, our body is saying we need a break?? no thanks, I've got shit to do!!' and every single time we get physically too sick to do anything or another part of our body will start to mess up. typically our asthma flares real bad. so,, yeah. our brain is wired like this bc for YEARS our parents were the same. 'push yourself!! you're absolutely fine!! no problems whatsoever!!' when in fact, we were suffering.
we're still suffering. cPTSD, bpd, bipolar disorder, did, etc., all on top of bein chronically ill. we've worked and pushed for so long, now that we might have a chance to get help and not have to work so hard, we're gonna fucking take it. so so sick of acting sane and normal for the sake of others. we're not okay mentally or physically, and it's time we start acting like it for our own health's sake.
Vent post (don't gotta read if you don't want to)
But, I feel like we're finally at our breaking point. But to be honest, we have been for a minute. Our therapist does t even believe we've got DID, how the fuck are we supposed to bring up how we can't function properly around people we fucking can't stand bc our protectors want to guard us, but we have to act friendly regardless. And it fucking sucks I can't talk to anyone about this it feels like. Like I'm constantly putting in energy into people and things we don't want to do or be around. We just want someone to say "hey, it's okay you don't have to today." We just want to be understood and welcomed in and protected and loved. Feeling like not even our live in partner loves us really is a shitty feeling.
