I'm high on sleep deprivation, but at the same time I'm fine??? Like I slept 1,5 hours but I set an alarm cause cat needed her meds with her breakfast, but I thought it would be worse? It was fascinating how after a certain point, you don't really feel the exhaustion the way you do when it first starts setting in. It's almost as if you enter a time and space bubble, or like your energy motive stop decaying like in The Sims.

Anyway, cat will be fine I hope. Some nasty UTI she contracted somehow. She doesn't hate me either like I thought she would when I fought her tooth and nail (literally) to put in The Doom Box (hates her carrier).

Spoilers under the cut

Hiii 💙 I still get comments and likes on Sic Itur Ad Astra, met a friend through it who profoundly impacted me, it feels really nice that people have enjoyed it. Not to sound dramatic or anything but I've lost something writing wise and idk how to get it back, SIAA would be on the top of my list to finish

What's possessed you to ask me this five times?

Thank you for the compliment ✨

Yeah, I really fizzled out around the time I was writing Femme, and it's unlikely I'll write more with them. Tbh I'm just glad it all hapoened on a positive note, that moment felt like a good ending.

So Taash is autistic, basically? At least that's how I interpreted it as an autistic person.

They talked about rage, anger rumination, black and white thinking. You can pick dialogue options to relate, which felt... nicer than I expected it to be. I was happy for trans people when I saw clips of that scene in Rook's quarters. I really didn't expect the autistic rep, but here we have it?

I felt very strange about Taash's behavior, which goes to show I gotta work big time on that internalized ableism. And I know who I'm romancing next 🤭