#missingthem

They are everything ❤️🧿

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With time you forget everything. So much time has past that I’ve forgotten what your touch felt like. How it felt to be in your arms or holding your hand. What it felt like to kiss your lips. I’ve forgotten nearly everything. Even your voice.

You know the saying when you are about break up with your loved one. The saying that goes, “We can still be friends. I’ll always be there for you, no matter what.” Well… fuck that saying. It is complete bullshit. The moment you end things with your loved one, everything you two have/had is thrown out the window of a car going 100 miles per hour down highway. The sad thing is, you don’t know that it flew out until you look behind you and check to see if it’s there and it’s gone. You can replay the memories and moments in your head, but the actual feeling in the moment and living the presence of it, is gone. You can never get it back because it’s just fucking gone. The saying is just for comfort. It one of those saying to help ease down the breakup. It’s to soften the blow. It’s what you say so you can throw all the things you had, along with your friendship out the fucking window. What really fucking sucks is at the end of the day, when you are laying in bed wishing to go back to feel the presence of what you had when you had a best friend that knew EVERYTHING, is just a memory. Everything you told them is now just a memory. Everything is now just a memory, to play back from time to time and sometimes maybe never. Depends, but in most cases one is on replay, and the other one is never.”

feeling this song so much because of druck yes