genre/tropes: colleagues to lovers, angst, smut, mutual pining, coffee shop au
summary: You’ve got an enormous crush on Yoongi, the machine tech, and, if Jimin is to be believed, the feeling is mutual. A broken espresso machine and a snow storm are all it takes to bring everything crashing down around you.
rating: 18+ for sexual content and difficult subject matter
word count: 24.7k (complete!)
warnings for series: Frequent POV changes. Reader is insecure about her body and has a lot of internalized fatphobia. Depictions and conversation about mental health and insecurity. Panic attacks. Conversations about angsty back story that includes medical issues, a medical diagnosis associated with fertility issues and potential infertility, and a break-ups because of these conditions. Sexual content including but not limited to: making out in public, soft dom Yoongi, oral sex, unprotected penetrative sex with other birth control in place, creampie, daddy kink, and cum eating. The smut is all very very soft, in spite of these perhaps spicy to some warnings, I promise.
***Be sure to read the complete warnings before each part!***
author’s notes:
What a labor of love this story has been to write. Everything is kind of a dumpster fire right now and I’ve been processing some shit over the past few months, and that’s when this story happened. It was supposed to be a 6k romp in a coffee shop with lots of crack, messy public sex, and abundant health code violations!!! And something happened and now it’s a 20k soft and feelingsy angst fic??? There’s so much I want to talk about with this fic, but I want to let it speak for itself. It’s nerve wracking; I’ve never written anything like this before. This is also the first time I’ve written an overtly plus-sized reader, so I hope I’ve done her justice. This fic is dedicated to every person who has been attracted to someone thinner than themselves. I see you, and I love you.
The title comes from a song by The 1975. They’re one of my favorite acts of all time; they sit on a shelf inside my heart, right next to BTS and Sufjan Stevens. Ironically, the song is not on the playlist I listened to the most while drafting this. Such is life! Here’s the playlist on Spotify. Enjoy!
my masterlist | my disclaimers | read on ao3
∞ read the original teaser here
∞ Part 1 | 9.6k
∞ Part 2 | 11.3k
∞ Epilogue | 3.7k
∞ This story was also featured heavily in the Ask My Muse event I did at the end of March, 2022. That masterlist can be found here.
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Em! Are you thinking of the Pink song that is now stuck in my head?
Title: Blow Me One Last Kiss
Pairing: Yoongi x Reader, mentioned Namjoon x Reader
Genre: fake dating, crack, smut, friends to lovers
Summary: It's not fair. It's been a year since you and Namjoon broke up, and while your love life has been in the gutter, your ex is thriving. When you discover that he's bringing his new flavor to your high school reunion, you decide there's only one thing to do: ask your successful (and hot) friend Yoongi to be your pretend boyfriend, all to make Namjoon jealous. But as the big day draws near, you start to question just how much the two of you are faking.
pairing: Namjoon x reader (no pronouns or gender mentioned)
word count: 767
prompt: "do you need a band-aid"
warnings: mention of blood and a memory of a little sexy time with Namjoon
a/n: EM!! here it is :D thank you sooooo much for requesting this!! as usual this is completely unedited.
(i clicked something and it posted before i could actually post the thing!!) if you want you can listen to the song that is mentioned - Leave the Door Open by Silk Sonic
choose a member and a prompt
It’s a quiet night. The sun is setting later as the seasons begin to slowly change and as a result you and Namjoon have been going to bed later. The only problem with this is that you require a few hours before you get ready for your job in the mornings, causing you to have a few too many coffees in the morning resulting in hitting a wall of exhaustion in the late afternoon that seems to dissipate as soon as you get home.
Tonight you have decided you can no longer stand seeing the art prints you bought three months earlier laying in their plastic sheets under your coffee table. You have discussed where they’re going to be hung, you even bought the frames together in a long afternoon of soft touches and whispered debates over which wood and stain would look with the colours of each print, while also working together in the room.
He is working late and you decide to surprise him, while also curious to see how long it will take him in his exhausted state to notice.
It takes you far too long to get the first one centred in the frame, having to run around the apartment to try and find the ruler that you know you have but has decided to not show itself. You sit in front of the (small) framed print and contemplate giving up. Perhaps this would be better done with someone who would be able to give you a second set of eyes and tell you whether it was crooked or not.
The music playing over his fancy stereo plays Silk Sonic behind you and you take a deep breath just as Anderson .Paak starts to sing and you find encouragement in the beat. You can do this by yourself.
Six songs later you have all of six prints framed. Each measured and perfectly centred ready to be hung on the walls that are begging for more decoration.
You put a nail between your lips as you pick up your hammer and take the nail carefully out of your mouth and place it on the mark that Namjoon had made weeks earlier before you both got distracted by the same music you’re listening to now and each other.
The memory tugs a smile to your face and you get lost in for a moment remembering how Namjoon’s hands had travelled all over your body. The way his tongue had slipped in and out of you. You’ve lost yourself completely to the memory, hammer at the ready. The front door opens, the surprise grabbing you and pulling you out of the memory with a slam of the hammer on your thumb.
You wince and cry out, a long “FUCK” tops the music, the hammer dropping loudly on the floor, followed by a the sound of bare feet as Namjoon runs from the entrance to the living room where he finds you with your thumb in your fist putting pressure on it to stop the pain.
“Jagi! Are you okay? Do you need a band-aid?” he asks, his hands on your arms and hands while his gaze travels over you to the hammer on the floor and the framed prints a few feet away.
Your thumb is throbbing but his hands are in the same places you were remembering. The same song playing as it did then.
You erupt into laughter.
His face turns from worry to confusion.
“Are you okay?” he asks again and you nod.
“I’m fine,” you look up at him and smile, giggles still slipping between your vocal folds.
“What happened?”
You shake your head, your smile growing. “I just got distracted and then you surprised me by coming home early.”
He places a hand on your cheek, “I’m sorry I surprised you. What distracted you?”
You laugh again. “You. And the last time we listened to this song,” you explain.
His face relaxes and finally that beautiful dimpled smile appears on his face, his eyes lighting up.
“Are you sure you’re okay? You don’t need a band-aid?”
You nod, “I am fine. My thumb is throbbing but I think I’ll be fine.”
He leans down to you. “Good. I brought home food,” he says before he presses a kiss to your lips and leaves you alone in the living room with your throbbing thumb while he retrieves the food you assume is still by the front door.
You finally unwrap your hand from around your thumb and look at the damage. You’re bleeding.
“Namjoon!” you call, “I think I might need that band-aid.”
Was tagged by the beautiful @palpalopaloma and the gorgeous @miscelunaaa! Thank you, and sending you that warm, chill energy back to you tenfold @palpalopaloma, as well as that precious adorable Namgi sweetness @miscelunaaa!
Here’s my introvert line bias set (minus apparent newcomer Hobi?!):
Tagging @mochilatae @skyys-universe @playmetheclassics @purgatorywriter and anyone else who’d like to join!
MY BELOVED DREAM TEAM … team??? Triad!! How are y’all doing?????? Has your new relationship been thriving? And weird spots?? I hope y’all are doing well 💜
DT Trio: Hi!
DT Namjoon: We're doing great!
DT Hoseok and OC: What he said!
DT OC: Thriving as much as it can be! Still a lot of obstacles to work through but we're doing our best. *beams at the guys*
DT Hoseok: Yup, we're managing. *chuckles* Actually, funny story about something that happened the other day. I came home from work and found Joon and Y/N messing around but I wasn't sure if I should leave them be or join in...
DT OC: *rolls eyes* Oh please, you knew what you wanted to do.
DT Namjoon: Yeah, the second I asked if you wanted in, you ripped your clothes off and hopped in the bed.
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Subject to additions as I push myself out of my comfort zone and interact with people more
P.S Sugalaritae and Miscelunaaa write some A++++++++ Fics so check them out and Min-boongie is a gem that is full of entertaining comments and their gifsets are amazing so check them out too!
Edit: Adding wwilloww to this, they have been so lovely and supportive in all their responses to my asks, and I just read the seventh muse and I am HOOKED on their writing. j’adore.
I know you're on a break rn but if you're feeling up to it and need a break from the break, here's this <3
Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love 💗
hope you're doing well, isi!
Hello Em! Thank you for thinking of me, you're so sweet. I actually do currently need a break from the madness of real life so this is great timing!
Let's get into it (yuh) in no particular order:
On The Ropes - what else can I say? I adore this Seokjin and this OC with every bit of me, and their journey means so much to me as a person and a writer. I hope they show everyone that you can recover from your past, make mistakes, and still be happy in the end (because at the end of the day, everyone deserves to live a happy and fulfilled life). I'll never get tired of their story.
2. Autumn Leaves - I was just talking to Mars (@joheunsaram) about how this fic always makes it onto my list of favorites. It's one of the works I'm most proud of, and I do wish it got more recognition at times. However, sometimes I'll just go back and read it myself and cry over how deep and profound Hoseok's love is in this story.
3. October - you already know it! This fic is just one big sob-fest for me. It was also one of the fics where I focused more on the development of the member's character instead of the OC, and so it was a fun challenge. It holds a deep personal meaning to me bc it helped me through a period of loss, and I hope it does the same for others.
4. The Library of Our Love - my very first fic! If someone asked me which OC I'm most like, I would say this one, because they're literally based on me! My entire heart is in this fic, it's the most vulnerable piece of myself I've offered up for anyone to read. Fun fact: when my best friend found out I wrote fics, she asked to read this one and it made her cry because she remembers this happening to me in real life and how much it affected me.
5. An Age of Oddities - a recent addition to the list, but this was a fic I thought I'd never write. The task of recreating the tone and entire Gothic vibe was a big challenge and something new for me, but I thought it worked out beautifully! I'm super proud of the writing in this one, not to mention I am constantly thirsting over Don Jung, our favorite rake!
I dont got none i am not a shoes girl sjdjdje but i do have this pair of reeboks sandals that i accidentally stole from a friend a few years back and it is my go-to shoe 🤣
34. Celebrity crush(es)?
💀💀💀 for a quick second i thought 33 was 34 and i was like oohhh guurrrlll hahahahhahahaha
I mean i have. A lot. Of celeb crushes....👀👀👀 if i named them all we'd be here all day...hahahaha
The list is very lorg so I'll just stick to my kdrama celebs ok
Kim Jae-Wook - ALSO NO FUCKING WAY I JUWT GOOGLED HIM FORNA PIC AND WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?! HE WAS IN FUCKING COFFEE PRINCE??!?!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK WTFWTGWTF IM LOSING MY SHIT OH NY GIDODOODODO
THATS IT I'M DONE I'M DONE
45. Least favorite color?
Anything that resembles throw up
52. Caffeine? If so, what kind?
I do not discriminate. I used to. But then I got older. Hahahaha now I will take whatever I can get.
53. Favorite kind of pizza?
DEEP DISH IDC IF PPL SAY ITS NOT REAL PIZZA IDC IDC ITS THE BEST KIND AND YOU CANT CHANGE MY MIND!!!!! hahahaha🤣🤣🤣 ok ok but i also enjoy pineapple pizza and a combo pizza. Issall good.
The reception here is so bad bc everyone's on their phones lol but pretend I posted a deep dish pizza gif ok
