The most wonderful time of the year... unless you are grieving and cry every day... The Holidays could be especially hard for grieving parents. I am sharing my take on our first Christmas with and without Noah, our first born, who was supposed to be born exactly one month from today... *Link in Bio* . . . . #Christmas #grief #grievingparents #death #Jesus #miscarriageblog #pregancyloss #angelbaby #miscarriagesucks #angelbaby #babyloss #hope

Favorite #Book or #Movie in memory of: “The Little Prince” hands down. I love the book, but this movie adaptation (available on Netflix) captivated me in a special way. Not only did I always picture my little Noah to look exactly like the little prince (small frame, blonde hair, lover of the color green) even before watching the movie, but I absolutely love the story portrayed in the movie. The Little Prince came into The Little Girl’s’ (methodical, calculated, ultra-structured) life, and transformed it with his innocence. Sounds familiar? Exactly! My little prince Noah came into my (calculated, planned) life and transformed me in a way I cannot express in words. This movie told my story in an amazing way… I watched it a couple days after losing Noah and quotes such as: “The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, they are felt with the heart.” (Among countless of other beautiful quotes). Soothed my heart in a perfect way, at the perfect time. . . . . . #awareness #miscarriage #14weekmiscarriage #captureyourgrief #angelbaby #latemiscarriage #iam1in4 #grief #Octoberchallenge #loss #pinkandblue #miscarriageblog #miscarriagesucks #pregnancyloss #bornintoheaven #pail #miscarriagesurvivor #shatterthesilence #thelittleprince #netflix #littleprince #inmemoryof

Decorated our babies stone together. I couldn't be more lucky to have someone who supports me and steps up to the plate when they didn't have to ❤️

Day 7 of the #pregnancyandinfantloss #photochallenge :What NOT to say: “Oh but you were only 14 weeks, the baby was small”-So? He was my son and he died. “You are young, at least you can get pregnant again”-Maybe… but none of those babies are Noah. “I know someone who lost a baby and then got pregnant with her rainbow baby…”-Good for her, but how does that help me feel better about my son dying? And my least favorite: “Oh, dont worry, you will have kids some day, you will be a mother...”- As if somehow having more kids would replace losing Noah. I did have a son, and he died… Thank you very much. But I have to admit: the worst of all: nothing at all. Any comment-as bad as it could be-is better than silence. . . . . . #awareness #miscarriage #14weekmiscarriage #captureyourgrief #angelbaby #latemiscarriage #iam1in4 #grief #Octoberchallenge #loss #pinkandblue #miscarriageblog #miscarriagesucks #pregnancyloss #bornintoheaven #pail #miscarriagesurvivor #shatterthesilence #whatnottosay

Hello, October! #October is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month! Found this challenge on another grieving mom’s account and feel brave enough to do it...Every day for the month of October, I will be sharing one picture a day to remember my my baby boy Noah! Later today, I will publish a post for day # 1. Stay tuned! #pregnancyandchildlossawareness #miscarriage #14weekmiscarriage #captureyourgrief #angelbaby #latemiscarriage #photochallenge #iam1in4 #grief #Octoberchallenge #loss #pinkandblue #miscarriageblog #miscarriagesucks #pregnancyloss #bornintoheaven #pail

Forever and always will be my little June baby. ❤️ #miscarriagesucks