congrats miraclekay97!!! your question is may's monthly special and you are a winner of my tea tarot monthly special giveaway of 2025!!! i love your question! which i have to admit surprised me because i usually stay away from past life stuff. probably because i don't recommend living in the past much! lol but your question is a perfect balance of past and present!

which is why i'm so excited to give your question a try! i'm honestly so curious as to what kind of answers will come from the other side about this! woot! exciting!

and thank you, honey! i'm so happy you love my theme! i put so much effort into it and i'm so happy you're enjoying it too!!! eee!

eee! thank you so much again! also please feel free to enter again! no rules are stopping you from winning again but don’t forget to follow the rules again with your new entry! woot! lol

love & light!

-tea

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knight of swords rx, five of cups rx, four of wands, the fool, eight of cups rx, the sun, five of swords, four of pentacles, eight of wands

if you’re currently in a state of passivity where you’re trying to wait for something to happen or where you feel unsure of where to go; it’s time to stop waiting (and maybe stop isolating if that’s something you’ve been doing). if there’s a specific idea you’re worried about acting on, then you definitely should with four of wands and the fool. there’s an emphasis on focusing on your own happiness instead of wallowing in your tears. “you have a lot to be proud of/to be celebrating”. maybe you feel bad about celebrating or trying to be happy when others in your life are not or because others are trying to make you feel bad? you need to hear it’s okay to be happy and to seek out happiness despite others telling you it’s not. don’t sacrifice what you truly want to do to appease others.