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-> REQUESTED? no.

— take a deep breath and close your eyes. don't rush while picking, and go with the first thing that comes to your mind and sticks on your tongue. the choice is yours, and it's okay to pick multiple. if none of this resonates, that's okay! trust your intuition. since this is a collective reading, every part may not align; please take what does and let the rest fly! feel free to check out my other readings if you fw this one.

R/N: gajskekeis I've been so nervous to post this & idky!! hope you guys like it. 🫶🏽 this is preview of what a future game would look like with this idea!

PILE 1 -> "DRUNK CONFESSION."

8 of pentacles, 3 of cups & 3 of wands

they had been thinking about confessing to you for awhile.

late at night, early in the morning and even in the middle of the day (especially in the middle of the day) they couldn't focus. brushing their teeth, eating their lunch, taking a shower, doing the dishes—they couldn't even sleep peacefully without you popping up in their mind.

they've spent so long nonchalantly glancing your way from across the room, hoping somehow you two will have to work together or spend some time alone. in tonight's scenario, they are just now leaving the small hangout with a couple of group/coworkers/classmates, and lamenting the fact you weren't there. and because they couldn't bring themselves to ask you out privately, they end the night walking back home alone with liquid courage taking over their system as their thoughts only circulate you.

they replay all the moments they've spent with you, the conversations you guys have shared, if you guys ever managed to briefly touch each other and how it made them feel. as all of those moments consistently run through their mind, very naturally their drunken fingers find their way to their contacts and they find you on the phone, waiting to be awoken by their selfish confession. they face their fears, and decide this is the moment that makes or breaks them. and when you actually pick up, and they don't know how to start—or even what to say to you—they freeze up. before the dam breaks, they're barely able to get through the prompt of asking if you're awake and how you've been. instead they just tell you everything they've always wanted: how much they loved you. they regret it as soon as the words leave their lips and they hang up as it soon starts to feel like the worst and most embarrassing decision they have ever made in their life.

except one thing they don't know is that you’re on the other end—frozen in place as you can't decipher if this was a dream or not. because even with all the conflicting emotions (dazed, confused and elated) you feel the same way about them, too.

key channeled: long walk at night, alone time, pondering, nervous, sweating, kitty (cat), soju, city life, staring at the moon, crickets, yellow, midnight in the back roads of a populated town.

PILE 2 -> "ANGST."

6 of wands, 7 of wands & 8 of cups sw.

their heart ached seeing you with someone who wasn't them.

how you laughed at their jokes, abashedly went out of your way to spend time with them, and how close you two had gotten over time. how you preferred to dedicate more time to that connection and not water the other ones around you as much as you used to. even this newfound realization of feelings towards you had crept up so suddenly without them noticing; so they grew distant (or at least tried to). they definitely couldn't ignore the bubbling desire for jealousy. that their feelings were juvenile and there was no use in pursuing what they perceived as futile. would tell themselves everyday that deep down, they knew it wasn't healthy or mature to feel the way that they did. that they shouldn't allow their emotions to control them and to just take a “chill pill”. that they would never admit out loud is that when they heard you two were no longer an item, they selfishly let out a deep sigh of relief when you guys called it quits.

you guys stopped spending lunches together, talking about your favorite hobbies and interests, and soon you grew to feel rejected from your fs/fp. you started seeing them with other people, your conversations were getting shorter and your heart couldn't hide what it was feeling, and it wasn't intentional on your end either. when your conversations were starting to feel shorter and shorter, and it felt like you were starting to forget their voice when they weren't around. the amount of unspoken longing looks from both ends was palpable; the curt nods and tight lipped smiles threatening you both to revisit where you once were. two idiots who couldn't manage to confess their feelings for another, only because of a lack of communication.

one thing was obvious to everyone else around you though, that you two (especially your person) should work it out just like how it used to be.

key channeled: miscommunication, misunderstanding, peach, tears, longing, gates (gatekeeping), gripping on the strap of your bag, office space, coffee, self sabotage, conflicting feelings, faithfulness.

PILE 3 -> "ENEMIES TO LOVERS."

8 of cups sw., knight of cups & 5 of pentacles rx.

they didn't get the hype.

how everyone glazed the fuck outta you when they themselves couldn't see it.

just because you were pretty, sexy, beautiful, personable, the right amount of good and bad, always looked extremely sexy when you work, but so obviously unavailable while being the most right candidate for them (also, did they mention sexy?)… allegedly. you aren’t the only person like that in the world, but you are certainly one of a kind. not like they personally came up with these thoughts by their lonesome, they’re just a realist of course. a realist that could also see through your poorly done façade of perfection. like how they seem to be the only person to notice when you so easily say the slickest remarks under your breath—or that time they swore you purposely shoulder-checked them when no one else was looking. and they certainly didn't miss how you made sure to get under their skin during meetings and discussions, just to giggle at their reaction when they try not to react.

since the day they've met you, you've only been a nuisance to their life. your days of teasing them, giving them quick glances and always going after the things they wanted. being adequate enough to handle whatever is thrown at you, but managing to keep it all together until you’re finally able to break down silently at the end of the day when you think no one else is looking. but they always are, and they hate that they can't help it. your strength is what ignites a fire under their ass. gives them a reason to observe you like a hawk. not because they admire you and see your potential… of course not. of course they need to watch you, they need to make sure you aren't going after the same position as them! it’s not like they just enjoy watching you work and be in your element—nor is the warmth swelling in their chest because they love being around you; of course not! that's just bright red anger finding its way and taking place in their heart where it belongs.

secretly both of you knew what the reality is if you two actually stopped playing your petty games. that the scary possibility that there was something real, tangible and moving connection between the two of you is closer than you think.

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-> REQUESTED? no.

— this is for entertainment purposes only. do not take this as the whole truth, this is truly esoteric speculation. fanfiction if you will… i do not know these people, nor do i have a personal connection with the subjects being covered. this should be taken as fun, light hearted nosiness. energies do often change, so please keep that in mind that things are not always constant. do not take this as fact! all alleged, these are ALL LIES, HALLELUJAH! thank you.

R/N: soooo i was curious and well .. this was low-key doom & gloom lmao. 😭 i thought some would be more positive, but i also feel like their opinions on this comes in waves! so that might be it? the only one that seemed to like it is Lara.... so there's that. low-key it doesn't even feel like they're focused on what it sounds and more of the environment around them. anywho....

MANON

8 of pentacles, 7 of pentacles, queen of swords, 6 of cups & justice rx.

lmaoo she does not find the amount of torture & training they've been through to be worth it. it's like you've dedicated so much time into something you weren't even so sure about pursuing, and after taking that leap of faith you are completely shocked & blindsided at how shitty it actually is/was. there's also this idea here where she's like, “you want/made me do this, look like this, sound like this and THIS is how you treat me?!” or “THIS is the result, but I’M the crazy one?!”. she does actually enjoy making music, or at least the process but doesn't actually like the content being produced by it (the group). the hard work is not paying off like it should be. so, the answer here is no, but she loved making the music…. just not the ones they currently have. Manon likes seeing the final product and how it all comes together at the end—but again, cannot stress this enough, the music itself is not good (ok that might be a bit dramatic lol)! she's here like, “this is what we worked for..? really..?”. heavyyyy on, "but I'M the crazy one?!" lmaoo 😭. more disappointment & astonishment here more than anything. gagged, even.

SOPHIA

4 of wands, queen of cups, the chariot, page of swords sw., 10 of wands, 3 of swords, 6 of pentacles & 4 of swords rx.

so she is very shocked by the decisions of their team, but tries to ignore it or pretend like it doesn't bother her. i actually think she would like it if other ppl were doing it or how she feels about it is neutral positive. lol. Sophia always seems very frantic about this stuff, and worries about what the company is doing to their group will damage their image in the long run. it may be the reactions that makes her stressed. “you promised us real music!” is what I'm hearing. she may be hiding her internal panics about this stuff because she wants to keep the group together, for them to stay as one unit. very much like, “c’mon guys it's not that bad! it'll get better soon”. feel like Sophia may also dissociate while trying to figure out what her next moves are gonna be, and trying to separate herself from the panic. i feel like she does like their music, just not all of it. more specifically, what direction that they're going with currently does not make sense to her. she's worried about keeping it together so it encourages everyone to play their part and do their role before the sink collapses.

DANIELA

2 of swords, strength, justice rx., 7 of swords, 5 of wands, 3 of wands & the chariot rx.

it seems as though she got a lot of other ‘shit’ she has to deal with behind the scenes rather than worrying about the current state of their music lol. essentially in her mental, she's like “idc i gotta dance my ass off", "that's all i gotta do, dance my ass off”. she doesn't really care? being in Katseye is just basically her way of being able to live her dreams, however way that may be. Daniela got quite a few cards, some i had to even put back because it seemed unrelated to the question so it's pretty interesting she basically has nothing to say about it. she just wants to dance and get her paycheck… das it. if she can dance to the music, fine with her! who cares anyway? “let's get this show on the road!”

LARA

the hanged man, 6 of swords, 4 of wands, 2 of wands, 9 of wands, page of wands, king of cups the moon & justice rx.

i think she digs it (?). she doesn't hate it, but wishes they would do better. Lara gets their vision in a way. “it's cunt/camp”. she can personally see the appeal of some of their songs, and may have a guilty pleasure for the more tackier tunes. like in a way where she's like, “and see, maybe instead of going in this direction, we should tweak this or add this”. but again, the energy here is getting so side tracked. the justice card came out reversed AGAIN! wtf is going on at Geffen? is there a man or male dominated (domineering) figure that's making these decisions that the girls aren't privy to? she wants something to be revealed that is being hidden, is it related to the music? for example if the girls heard demos that are honestly really good and she's like, “now why can't we get those?” there's this disappointment here; she either has this 😌 or 😐 kinda attitude/face toward their music.

MEGAN

king of pentacles sw., 4 of swords, 7 of cups, 2 of pentacles, judgement, temperance, 8 of wands, 5 of cups, the hanged man & knight of wands sw.

very similar cards here pertaining to another situation im seeing…. they (especially her) have to make a “deal”, the music is part of that deal. “does she like performing?” is what im hearing multiple times back to back. either she is asking that herself, or there's higher ups not valuing what she brings to the table. she's definitely been thinking about it lately tho, and is weighing if this thing she has been chasing after is even worth it. she seems pretty down in the dumps about it. i removed the temperance card from Daniela’s pull, but now i wish i had kept it in. there's something “fishy” going on. they have been sold a dream that's not coming to fruition and actively trying to cope/distract themselves from that fact. it's like Megan is squinting at whoever is in the distance & shifting her eyes to keep her guard up about some entity to the left of her. im not really sure she cares about the music they make. it means nothing to her (allegedly). it's just fun and worth dancing to. she's more worried & stressed about a male figure that gives opportunities (?). she feels like if she allows herself to feel a certain way about the music & craft, it'll shoot her in the foot in the long run. she makes sure to detach herself from the idea altogether.

YOONCHAE

ace of swords, the tower (😭), 6 of swords rx., 4 of cups rx. & 10 of pentacles rx.

“this is not sustainable” LMAOOO 😭😭 & just shaking her head with her arms crossed. Yoonchae is a funny girl, i think. she's very straightforward and neutral at the same time. like her thoughts come mainly from a strategic standpoint but she does not ignore her innate feelings about things, which makes her very balanced. she doesn't really get what their team is going for with their brand. “okay, we had a good start, what's going on here/what happened?”. like she tilts her head in confusion and then often shrugs it off. meh, she doesn't mind it at all. she is at her job, so she is completing her job. 🤷🏽‍♀️ that's really it to her. she's not passionate about it at all (the music), but she loves the process of making the music, learning the dances and performing for other people and for fans to enjoy their shows. that's what im getting here. since she mainly does it for the performance aspect, she worries if the music direction will dry out the audience willing to sit and wait for them to get better. again, her disdain stems more from seeing reactions to it and second guessing if they're heading in the right direction.

OVERALL

the hermit sw., 7 of swords, the chariot, 6 of swords, ace of cups rx., knight of swords rx. the world & 4 of pentacles rx.

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-> REQUESTED? yes.

— take a deep breath and close your eyes. don't rush while picking, and go with the first thing that comes to your mind and sticks on your tongue. the choice is yours, and it's okay to pick multiple. if none of this resonates, that's okay! trust your intuition. since this is a collective reading, every part may not align; please take what does and let the rest fly! feel free to check out my other readings if you fw this one.

R/N: hiii my second request!! thank you anonie for suggesting this one as i feel like it was super insightful... im thinking of doing another one already. :3

PILE 1 -> "LOVE."

king of swords, the tower rx.., 4 of swords rx., page of pentacles & “new opportunity”.

this pile wants unbridled love for themselves. in ways that either come from finally enjoying the body you live in, to wanting the caress of your (future) partner to engulf your senses. theres this feeling here that you want to be loved and seen. you need this so bad and crave it, but don’t admit it out loud. and spirit says, “closed mouths dont get fed”… lol. there could be some shame and resentment here for wanting to feel like that.

like that it may be embarrassing to long for romantic connections even though thats a totally regular and normal to want that—to crave it and compare your situation to others. youre not flawed, you’re simply recognizing whats missing in your life. tho, if youre starting to think this is a reading that will tell you, “in order to find love you need to love yourself 🥺” horse shit—scroll away! because being loveless has a LOT to do with the environment and people around you. its okay to want proper connections and partnerships. even though you need to work on yourself, stop blaming yourself. that might be the actual blockage keeping you from your desires. stop feeling ashamed and disgusted; you are worthy of everything. open yourself to the possibility that there are people out there who admire you, who want to love you. who want to hold you, and kiss you, and whatever your comfortable with. there is hope for you, and it's barreling straight your way!

key channeled: “a new life” by zeke bleu, blue, purple, foggy, desires, shame(d), currency, drought, dry spell, touches, caressing, being without.

PILE 2 -> "MONEY."

queen of pentacles, ace of swords rx., page of cups, 5 of pentacles & “rise above problems”.

moneyyyy and LOTS of it! 😆. what spirit wants you to know that to expect it in a multitude of ways—money isn't always just boom cash in your hands, pocket, account etc. it can be meeting someone at a coffee shop that notices your outfit and thinks you’d be a great fashion assistant for their main director. or doing a school survey that gives you $50 for completing it. all the small little ways that can come to you so eventually it will pile up. abundance!

im also seeing that it could be through official job applications, interviews and responses. like finally getting that opportunity that will bring encouragement that all your trials and tribulations weren't for nothing. fruitful. your life is going to change around because what you're building right now is on sturdy foundation. don't worry, your troubles will soon be in the past. this could also be in the form of finally understanding what your purpose is; the job and career field you feel like your heart calls out to the most that will bring you in lots of money.

key channeled: change, coins, bucks, fruitful, light-shine, sunlight, glazing, hope, giddy, nervous, anxious.

PILE 3 -> "SELF-RESPECT."

ace of pentacles, 4 of swords rx., the fool rx. & “rise above problems”.

this pile seems like they have been procrastinating, but that will soon change. i see that there's some shame here for being unmoving and feeling like life is passing by you. you're not behind, and you're not a loser (or missing out!). now that you have identified the problem, address it. what's stopping for you from loving yourself? from going after the dreams that you actually want to do? is it the fear of being perceived—of people seeing you failing? that's all natural. there's not a single person in this world that has never flopped trying to get to where they needed to be.

it's okay to start over, it's okay to start “late”. as long as you recognize the passion and fire you have within yourself, you will realize you don't need other people's confirmation for you to just... go for it! no one else can create your reality except for you, and you are starting to finally realize that. everything is in your power, don't stand in the way of that.

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-> REQUESTED? no.

— this is for entertainment purposes only. do not take this as the whole truth, this is truly esoteric speculation. fanfiction if you will… i do not know these people, nor do i have a personal connection with the subjects being covered. this should be taken as fun, light hearted nosiness. energies do often change, so please keep that in mind that things are not always constant. do not take this as fact! all alleged, these are ALL LIES, HALLELUJAH! thank you.

R/N: idk I just thought this wouldve been an epic moment culturally... whatever. someone please make it happen. 🥹

why we never got rih & bey.

page of cups, the emperor rx. & knight of cups.

well shit! that came right out lmao. there seems to be that there actually was some deliberation of making this work, but it never really aligned itself. it seems as though there was a male figure/person/being/energy here who did not want this to happen, not necessarily for jealousy but so they wouldn't get close to each other or a.k.a gain an alliance. i see that they could've been closer years ago, before this offer died. i generally see that they weren't best friends or anything like that, but could often find solace in each other in social situations. there's gatekeeping energy here. there needs to be the good, polished & chic girl (Beyoncé) and the bad, island girl (Rihanna) to “stay in their lanes”. the type of thing that cooks up those women vs. women debates as if only one girl can run the scene 🙄. this could be that the executives and decision maker(s) at the time were so unimaginative and would not understand how this could work out, and therefore lose money for this collaboration. there's this need to separate the two, they didn't see it being “worth it”.

what would it have sounded like?

knight of wands rx., 4 of pentacles & 10 of pentacles rx. (clarifier, the devil rx. & the emperor)

“Breakin’ Dishes” by Rihanna

“Never Gonna Love Again" (demo) by Beyoncé

“Stay” by Rihanna

“Sex on Fire” (cover) by Beyoncé

“Pour it Up” by Rihanna

“See You Assholes Later” by Labrinth

an outlier here but, "Got This For You" by Yung Noize

think songs that are rock inspired, or songs with heavy bass (“Breakin’ Dishes” by Rihanna). imagine Beyoncé doing her “Drunk In Love” riff, and Rihanna doing her sing-rap adlibs on top of that (“Pour it Up" by Rihanna). there's so many ideas swimming here that could've happened. it just wouldn't surprise me that the idea came about from one of their teams, one of the girls (Rihanna most likely imo) pitched it to the other, and that's when the idea came about. the connection here about it seems very offline, so it seems it may have been communicated solely through person-to-person chatting. no emails, no texts. but think dark, intense, moody (“Never Gonna Love Again” by Beyoncé). it's selfish, it's so indulgent that it's freeing (“Sex on Fire” by Beyoncé & “Stay” by Rihanna). there's also a message here that the people (us) think they have a lot more input or control over their creations than they actually (used to) have…

these tracks blend their intensity and unique voices, letting Rihanna be rough around the edges while Beyoncé can finally scream the way she wants to. i feel like they really could have cooked up something amazing, but it would take years to perfect the best song for them in ways. lots of word-smithing to make sure it gets to its, “perfect state”. maybe that's why there wasn't much preparation or motivation behind it? even though the music industry in the present time is very fast fashion, executives and labels back then were still greedy. they wanted a fast turn around, not this well thought out one-off collaboration that's one song. "not great timing". the art is second, the profit is first. the time it would take for them to both learn and create this song would've made a connection they would both benefit personally from. im now feeling sad, nostalgic and defeat. theres a timeline that this happened in for sure for sure i fear.

is there a possibility of them collabing together?

the emperor (again!), ace of wands, ace of swords, the tower rx., the tower rx., the hierophant, 9 of swords, the star rx. & 7 of cups rx.

NOOOOOOO wtf is this spread? 😭 i was trying to stay neutral but UGHHHH it's giving yes, they want to but we'll never know about it OR it will never happen. the fuckin Emperor that presides over this reading is a fuckin dickhead istg!! he may not even have control over them anymore, but because of the lingering years of “what if” has left some sort of trauma over this connection. they cannot comfortably go to one another to make this work. lots of ego death (multiple cycles and realizations) needs to happen in order for this to come to fruition. im getting it may especially be on Rihanna’s side; to finally do another ‘grown’ track (that isn't children music related) would probably bring back a lot of unearthed traumas here. she wants to do it, but it's a lot to handle and digest. she left that space for a reason. i actually think it was Rihanna who may have thought about it the most and Beyoncé is more of a mentor/leader here. there's an unbalance here (not saying that one is more than the other, but hopefully y'all know what I mean).

long story short, technically yes but it's realistically giving no. gatekeeping… i blame roc nation (half joking here…)

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-> REQUESTED? yes.

— take a deep breath and close your eyes. don't rush while picking, and go with the first thing that comes to your mind and sticks on your tongue. the choice is yours, and it's okay to pick multiple. if none of this resonates, that's okay! trust your intuition. since this is a collective reading, every part may not align; please take what does and let the rest fly! feel free to check out my other readings if you fw this one.

R/N: hi there! hope you like this anonie, thank you for requesting. this is a general reading even if some of the messages sound a bit romantic i fear.... take what resonates lol. 🫶🏽

PILE 1 -> "LONGING."

3 of cups, queen of swords & 9 of wands.

“are you okay?”/”do you need my help?”

“let's work on something together.”

“i miss you.”

“have you eaten today? are you eating well?”

“I'm worried about you.”

“let's hold hands, let me hold you.”/”you can lay your head on my shoulder.”

“what lies in you future? I'm worried.”

“do you need money? i can take care of you, just let me know.”

“i hope you're doing well, I can see you doing amazing things.”

“i hope you can live your dreams, I am rooting for you.”

key channeled: family, friend, soul family, soul ties, stability, longing, wordy.

PILE 2 -> "READY."

6 of pentacles, strength rx. & the fool rx.

“we need some things to work on.”

“i take it back.”

“i have something better for you.”

“let me come correct, i’ll do better next time.”

“are you ready?”

“are you free soon?”

“come back to me, please. I need you.”

“you're so beautiful.”

“how can i have you?”

“do you need something from me? please say that you do.”

key channeled: familial, lost, romance, lost, reconnection, beauty (beautiful), holding hands.

PILE 3 -> "AWHILE."

2 of pentacles, king of wands & the hierophant rx.

“we should hang out again, i miss you!”

“how have things been?”/“how have you been?”

“let's be friends.”/“let's be together.”

“I've got a lot of things on my plate right now.

“lets hug & hold hands when see each other!”

“let's take some pictures!”

“should we hang out soon?”

“school/work is killing me!”/”i have no free time.”

does the color blue look good on me?”

“what's a movie we can watch together?”

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— take a deep breath and close your eyes. don't rush while picking, and go with the first thing that comes to your mind and sticks on your tongue. the choice is yours, and it's okay to pick multiple. if none of this resonates, that's okay! trust your intuition. since this is a collective reading, every part may not align; please take what does and let the rest fly! feel free to check out my other readings if you fw this one.

PILE 1 -> "UNEXPECTED."

queen of wands, the world rx., 9 of pentacles (clarifier, queen of swords)

baby, you don't play lol. this pile is the one who's serious and got they shit together. you don't sit for the bullshit, you like when things get done. you may have a rbf (resting bitch face) or a pointed look to you. there is something about people looking at you a lot, and then straightening up in your presence. you move rooms. you move decisions. you get shit done. this energy is so clear cut, you don't want no fu-fu explanation, just get it done and onto the next lmaoo. you also might be a total softie or enjoy childish, dorky and niche things which is such an unexpected part about you & makes people like you even more. very polarizing energy here. people either love or hate you! it's like this pile is saying “alright, girl question done. i gotta go do work now, bye bye thanks. what else you want?” 😭 this pile is also more present spiritually. it's like im in the thoughts of you guys (the collective), not so much with the spiritual guides or the universe talking. very straightforward and in your face, and you may have a natural tact with getting your point across without having to be mean about it. you may also be a decisive person, this pile seems so sure about themselves; taking the reins in your interactions. very unique!

key channeled: orb of 5°, black thin rimmed glasses, dark hair, bright eyes (however you interrupt it), arms folded, corporate siren, fan favourite, secret admirer, “bitch”, smile, white, shining, laugh, “chop chop”, yellow.

PILE 2 -> "REALITY."

knight of cups rx., ace of swords, page of wands (clarifier, 9 of pentacles).

you are able to make your dreams, manifestation and aspirations into reality. it actually really shocked me how this spread turned itself around, the first card was truly a jump scare lol. but this—this pile is beautiful. it seems like a lot of you were able to leave bad childhoods, or have the ability to leave behind tough situations and still find your way to the sunny days with rainbows shining after a deep storm. there's so much love and light here, I wouldn't be surprised if some of you may have that Pisces heavy placement(s) or just embody the energy a ton or a lot. very bright and beautiful. big, aspirational, keep going energy here. you absolutely glow, through and through. when days seem dark, the reason you keep going is because your natural light not only shines on others, but it also shines on you. it's not wasted on other people. it reflects back at you without you even noticing it. your light is a reminder that you're not the only good person on earth; and I find that beautiful.

key channeled: Pisces, “i love you”, sunshines, a sunny day with a concrete city, rainbows, St. Patrick's Day, 🌈, blocking out the sun with your hand, the letter ‘B’, orange.

PILE 3 -> "SWEET."

the hierophant rx., ace of cups & the hermit.

upon first glance, you may not look like it but you're so sweet. this is a quality about you that seems to surprise people. this could also show up in a way that you seem more innocent & naïve than people realize. this may be because you're closed off, so it takes time for people to truly get to know you. it's like you got this “sweet as cotton candy” energy about you with doe eyes. “looks can be deceiving” is what people think about you, only to find out that no! you really are a sweet person. some of you just may have a reputation for being something that you're not, “misunderstood”. the view of you seems far away and like you want someone to ask about you. you need to open up to more people! you are lovely to be around, stop villainizing yourself. you're missing out on so much because you're trapped in whatever headspace you're in or think that other people's thoughts override your own. you're so afraid of being judged that you push people away before they even have the chance to even process that you exist. you are the maker of your universe, if you can like other people, why can't you like yourself?

key channeled: sweet, clouds, docile, asking for help, far away, just out of reach, misunderstood, open minded, gullible, gloss, air, light pink.

PILE 4 -> "FEISTY.'

3 of cups, knight of cups rx. & the fool.

your passion. it makes you and other people feel alive. if you're in a funk, cut it out! you are the fire in your life. you light up rooms when you walk in it—not just because you’re noticeable, but because you're a trailblazer. you do what you want, and if you are not doing that yet get on it! it seems like this energy and pile is soooo repressed and you need to stop it lol. like the spirit guides are like shaking you guys to snap out of it. it's like a crazy trance of some sort, something must of knocked you off of your high horse, kicked your ego or someone is trying to stifle your energy… don't forget who you are. don't take everyone's words and criticisms as the bible, take away key phrases and transmute them. it's like you're listening too much to other people, and it's seriously fucking up your mojo. you also have the energy of fire, so not sure if that's an astrology connection here. but it's sooo warm, fire, and fierce. for a lot of you, im getting that it's also untapped so get into it right now. right at this instant, actually!

key channeled: “it” “stop it!”, eyes, brunette, break room, black heels, wavy hair, teeth, white teeth smile, over the shoulder, very physical, confidence, boom, dark red/ruby

PILE 5 -> "LOVELY."

queen of swords, 9 of swords & 9 of pentacles.

you are a very calming person. you might be the group who thinks a lot before speaking. you take things to heart, people see your sensitivity. like i hear a lot of humming, yk when you're about to say something? “hmm” or “mm”. very thoughtful, slow, concise. you are a mature collective pile. even now I'm typing slowly in my download about this. you look around and assess situations because you regret when you have to rush decisions. you may feel as though you carry large burdens, and need to make the final big decisions (life altering choices). also lot's of redundancy & repetition. this is so aloof, very “okay let's go over the top”. you are not careless. i wouldn't be surprised if there's also a duality here where there's people in this pile used to suffer from addiction or other impulsive behavior. you either have the ability to get through this rough patch, or you have been doing really good on your goal from avoiding it. keep up the good work for whatever self improvement you've been doing or planning to do. your calmness and introspection will take you to higher heights (?).

key channeled: burritos, musty (?), nose, scent or strong smell, lips, vanilla, licking lips, shaggy hair, Yoongi, grey, dark blue, 💎.

PILE 6 -> "RESILIENCE."

8 of cups rx., 3 of cups, page of wands (clarifier, 5 of swords).

you're stubborn. this is good tho because you are the one person who will stick up for everyone else. or if you're not intending to be the spokesperson, you speaking up leads to better change for everyone else. maybe to your own fault, but you do not back down until you see the results you need and are necessary. this can also mean that you're growing and learning how to defend yourself and your rights. it's the clearing of your throat chakra here. you know when you have a forced group project, but everybody in the group introverts so now you gotta act like the extroverted person to get shit done? that's you. your power isn't all in your face, it's quiet. it's kind and resilient. you don't necessarily command or demand rooms, but you will get your point across when it counts. i can see that this is because you may not be bothered as much as other people around you, very go with the flow. but you will not stand for injustices in the work place or school settings. it's like you can switch depending on how urgent it is. people like that you are easy going or at least very calm (which im getting that a lot of you might be masking). because being stubborn isn't always yelling and causing a scene, sometimes it comes out like when you rethink a bunch of scenarios and reflect… noticing that there's a pattern like “oh shit, am i stubborn?” or “oh, they're pretty stubborn aren't they?”. and you know what, who cares if you are? maybe there's a good/plausible reason for it. be kinder to yourself.

I'm working on myself and getting therapy for it. I'm also focusing on my education and career, so yay lol. I'm definitely focusing on myself- so hopefully I should meet my future spouse any day now? 😂 Lol!!! Thank you so much for this amazing reading! I'm sorry I took so long to leave feedback 😅

hi baby,

Thank you so much for the reading, I loved it lol. I can't comment on the accuracy as it's a future reading, but I can say that every single point aligns with my own preferences and so it's pretty likely to be accurate.

Thanks again, have a good day :)

hi baby,

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PILE 1 -> "LETTING GO."

6 of cups rx., 3 of swords, 6 of swords.

there seems to be a mismanagement of money here. you are spending too much, or giving too much energy into things that do not serve you… this needs to be redirected somewhere else (finances, money, stock, saving etc.). spirit wants this collective to acknowledge that yes, there has definitely been better times. this pile reads more about being worried on current matters financially rather than receiving any new opportunities that can help them, or looking at what's actually around them. in order for you to get your next big influx of money, movement and letting things go may be very significant for you. that's either finally quitting your job, or cutting people off who drain you financially (and this might even be you). the energy here is verrryyyy forced, cut dry, tired & anxious. burn out. you may not be receiving big copious amounts of money because there's this losing energy here. “why is this happening to me?” or “why is it always like this” or "why do i live in a time like this" “why do i never win?”. let go of the people and things who don't serve you or fail to reciprocate mutual comradery in exchange of good will. they are taking the energy that you need to succeed (specifically heard it in the verbiage of “success” (?)); this may be going in for awhile now. also stop giving away opportunities thinking that it'll make you good in the public eye, your ego or that the universe will perceive you as selfless therefore deserving of more… some things are meant for you to enjoy and take in. take that leap of faith. you are not as unlucky as you may think you are, it's the circumstances & choices around you that's blocking it. fix your locus of control. it will be like the dam breaking once you finally take control of your life and finances. be very careful of the people around you, don't bring everyone with you.

key channeled: success, loss, energy, tired, feeling unlucky, rubbing forehead in distress, warning.

PILE 2 -> "GROWTH."

the chariot, knight of wands rx., 8 of cups rx.

you are sooooo close! an opportunity on the horizon is destined for you. I'm not seeing permanent status here with a job change or position change, but it will be so positive for where you are right now and will be able to put you in a better spot. im seeing this may be in the way of finally switching your job, or getting a gig after quite some time of stagnancy. it seems this may be because you're afraid of potential, or afraid of working with new people. spirit wants you to shake it off! seriously lol. it's like there's an energy and aura of a bright light being capped, and you're peeking out to see if it's safe or not to move and get your feet on the ground. the moment is yours! go take it, please. a lot of you have a light that's waiting to be tempted (?). in a good sense, of course. don't be afraid of yourself is what I'm hearing. there's a stunting of oneself that takes place. i can almost see like a bright green stack of moneyyyy 🤑 y'all are about to stumble upon a gold mine—trust me!! take that position or go for that job you think you aren't capable of doing—because you totally are capable of it! go do it. now. send in that application, post that video, go to that audition. i can also see that a few of you are about to finish schooling that will put you in a position that will give you the degree/certifications that you need to get where you want. you will get it eventually, trust.

key channeled: trust, gold mine, success, money, green, yellow, light, treasure chest, 👀, animated, service.

PILE 3 -> "LUCK."

8 of wands, 4 of wands, king of pentacles.

this is the pile with their shit together LOL. spirit thinks you ready got that munyon (money) or there might be some easy fixes to your money problems. this could be like you just need to pick up extra hours/shifts, doing small things like selling trinkets on eBay, or making content online. it's like there's a duality of things here. you can keep your day job and have something little on the side too. you are an untapped reserve waiting for you. i guess it could be unfortunate hearing it like this since it totally relies on you doing more work, but you have to think about it in the sense that not everyone has the same opportunities as you (?). wealth is naturally drawn to you; you either have not noticed that yet OR you have noticed this feeling recently and are growing more comfortable with it. this pile seems more open to receiving than the other piles which is why i think it has such rich, put-together & positive vibes. this odd may be shocking to some. for some of you, talking to your spirit guides would help you tremendously. let them guide you, give you ideas on how to expand yourself. they are willing to help, just ask them for help. they're waiting, patiently. they're like your rich dad who will give you 50 bucks just cuz you asked.

thank you so much for the free reading. i appreciate your time, energy, and dedication.

oh, i really hope to have a partner who is obsessed with me and loves me in a genuine way, as it seems in your free reading. this is exactly the kind of connection i imagine, a love with intensity and reciprocity. i hope that, at some point in my life, the universe allows me to experience this. it made a lot of sense to me, because it reflects exactly what i desire. 💌♡

hi baby,

hi there!