This also goes out to folks who aren't podcasters (hopefully, anyway). It's all one fucked up beast. I have heard good things about ketamine for depression and similar brain stuff, but I guess I'll have to get it from my shady vet friend instead.
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This also goes out to folks who aren't podcasters (hopefully, anyway). It's all one fucked up beast. I have heard good things about ketamine for depression and similar brain stuff, but I guess I'll have to get it from my shady vet friend instead.

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I'm going to take a little break from ketamine treatment, not that I need to but I want to. Also money is a tad tight right now and I kinda can't afford another round.
Maybe in the future, I will resume my treatment. As for now I'm going to focus on my medication and talk therapy.
Not Black Friday at the ketamine clinic!!!
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March 19th
I did ketamine treatment yesterday. It was very nice, I ended up falling asleep for a while.
Today on Tuesday I went to therapy but because it was my off week I have to get what I can. So 8 am it was..
I feel really exhausted today but I did color my hair!! Teal. I am just mentally and physically tired and done. I feel like I just don't have any fight in me anymore. I have dance class later today, wish I had enough time for a nap but I don't.
So I did ketamine treatment again on Monday (yesterday). It was nice. I had a decent time. It is helping improve my mood, it's just everything else that is the issue now.
Today (Tuesday) I had talk therapy and boy did I talk. She caught me with tears running down my face which I didn't like. I don't like crying in front of people.. it makes me feel manipulative.
I then went and got my hair cut. So that was fun!! I quite enjoyed it.
Had a slight upset blow up with hubbs over something where he hurt my feelings by saying I'm not supportive but he said he was joking. I yelled at him with tears streaming down my face. Not cool, what so ever. Huge dick move. Don't need that shit in general but especially after therapy.
I'm going to do my color next week, I just don't feel like doing it this week. With everything that has been going on today, I'm at capacity.
I went to dance class. That was fun.
I started my ketamine treatments back up.
I forgot how awful it tastes and couldn't hold it in as long as I would've liked. I am doing the self love path this time. Hopefully it does something. Sadly the audio it has stops talking after like 10 minutes and just plays calming music, I prefer my own music at that point.
I'm hoping this gets me back on track, heals everything that has been going on and helps me greatly. I like how my dog is very supportive of me doing this by laying at my feet on the couch while I am in it.
That is all I have for now.