#mileyinthemirror

I'm gonna add since people misread.

No the point is not empathy in this post.

There is nothing wrong with different types of empathy levels, all are valid 🩷

What is the point tho, is that people decide what autism is, that we are all the same, what empathy is and automatically assume we either don't have it or must be a bad person if our empathy level is not the same or what they think it should be.

So please, don't speak badly of people with low empathy or whatever level. Cause I say it again.

I have been diagnosed with Small fiber neuropathy, which I probably had for years but only now fully broke through.

Because of it, I can't walk anymore atm. Sometimes I do go around a bit in the apartment but I always have to pay for it. I mainly have to stay in bed.

If I walk it feels like I walk on my bones, sometimes my feet feel on fire, my legs are painfully numb.

The pain is excruciating and I never been through anything like this.

I am on morphine all the time and it's not enough because in the end it's not made for nerve pain. Nothing is in an acute pain medication way. Only meds that take time to work.

I hate this and I want it under control..

I am creating it into a lovely little world.

By day it's supposed to look like a fairy forest (if you know the amusement park the Efteling, there's an attraction called the droomvlucht/dream flight, it's with fairies etc)

By night, it's supposed to become like the Pandora world by night ✨

It just.. Makes me feel seen here in my favorite community, it's hard now to do what I was doing here before so I share other kinds of stuff, mainly.. How this shitty body doesn't like to work correctly haha.

And still there's so many of you here that I always liked, liked their blogs, their texts, photo's, the person they are. The contact I had with some.

And to see.. That many of you will still Show in a simple way '' we see you, we care. "

And most of all show "I still like you" and it's okay you can't post what it used to be, we're staying.

And people I genuinely like asks that I can think about and answer! Wabn know about my health? Shoot!

About... Just me

Shoot..

Just something random and funny.. Shoot

'' but the sleepovers were fun''