#mikeybohn

name: anna time and date: june 17, 2015 3:31pm average hours of sleep at night: yikes last thing I googled: matt lauria birthday: may 12 gender: female sexual orientation: bi as hell height: 5′2  favorite color: green or yellow one place that makes me happy: either camp or my bedroom how many blankets I sleep under: 1 usually favorite movie: parent trap, legally blonde, what am I wearing right now: i just changed back into my pajamas  last book I read: blue lily lily blue  most used phrases: “same” “it me” “am i right ladies!?” “shit.” what I last said to a family member: “okay i just won’t wash it” favorite beverages: diet coke favorite food: pasta ?? last movie I watched: i just saw entourage in theaters it was eh dream vacation: i don’t care i just love to travel dream wedding: i really don’t know. i haven’t even had my first date yet man dream pets: i mean i have a dog rn and i love her a lot but like when i grow up and have my own house or whatever i still want a dog dream job: oh gosh i have no clue?? 

ur gf!! i saw ur link for them :)

In the wake of finally starting to get better, there are always days where you just feel like shit. You’re used to those days, those days where your life for weeks, months or even years. But when they do come around now, you have a better understanding of them. You understand their complexion and how they work. You have a grasp as to how to deal with them and overcome weight. Even so, they still bring you down, and all it takes is one little thing.

It’s been about a year and half since I quit all destructive behaviors that I would inflict upon myself

Days like today are some of those days as I spoke about above. I’ve learned from those days, I know how I can get, I don’t let myself reach those lows. Thoughts of the people who have been there for me through everything are what get me through every single day of my life. Some of those people I may not interact with anymore, but they still mean the world to me and I have the utmost regard for them. Thoughts of the closest people who walked out of my life don’t drag me down as much, I’ve learned to remember nothing but the good times I’ve had with those people. The memories do hurt, but it’s better to have good memories that hurt because they can always be turned around into a positive memory. Bad memories leave nothing but internal scars that you just wish you could get rid of, but you can’t. 

I just want to dedicate this to the people that mean the most to me in my life, many don’t have tumblr, but the ones who do, you’ve been my biggest drive, most are still my best friends till the day I die. I just want to thank you for all that you’ve done for me and the good times I’ve shared with you. Through thick and thin, you’ve all helped to shape me into what I am today

omg i heard it for the first time today during work and i blasted that shit whoops i liked it i thougth it was good and i knOW I WAS WAITING FOR HIS PART BUT HE HAD LIKE HALF A LINE AND I WAS LIKE OH OKAY BITCHES