#midyear resolutions

I've seen some txt about midyear resolutions and I've been feeling the same way. I've had good momentum since January but I feel like I'm starting to slow down and exhaust myself so I think I need to aim a bit differently my midyear resolutions : spend more money and time on myself. I tend to sacrifice in this area out of fear of over spending or becoming lazy. I need to stop thinking that way and actually take care of my own needs and wants or I'll always be a sour grape. continue to work out, and eat healthily. last year I got back up to 142, and since November I've gotten back down to a healthy 126. I redefined my habits, and decided to stop eating when I am bored or eating out for date nights or with friends to get together. it promotes unhealthy behaviors and I feel so much better since I cut that out completely. living on my own is going to make this a hard one. finish out my school year strong. I started school in January, and since then I've done very well, As and Bs, but I still have summer and fall semesters to get through. I wont let myself fail. I will stay dedicated and be succesful. reconnect with my friends and family. this one is so so important. living in a different state from everyone makes it so hard, but I need to call everyone atleast once a month so they know I love them and that I care. especially now since I'll be alone I need that social connection too. persevere. strive. push. healthy, wealthy, happy, succesful, and kind. I want to get my pass port, save up my money and visit home, and other countries. I want to find happiness in myself, defined by myself. I can do this.

Yep. Uggghhh

I solemnly swear that I am up to no good.