#mhamille

Update: I talked to Mille and she said to thank you and she’s glad that she could help

Paige <3 

Hello love. I have been through this as well and I understand this so much. The thing is, you are not ruining anyone's lives. He is kind of ruining yours, by making you feel like that and you do not deserve to die. You need to stay alive and get a family of your own, if that's what you want. You can make sure your family will never feel this way and if they do, you can help them. You can be the change in the world, that you want and need right now. You just need to stay alive and stay here with me. I was so close to running away, but I am here and so can you be. You are strong. So strong, dear. I know the pain and the voices are saying it never will get better, but it will. They are lying. You are okay, you are safe and you are for sure, not ruining anyone's lives. You are living and you are entitled to do that. I love you. Lots of Love, sweetheart!-Mille

Hello love. It is in the box and it will be answered very shortly. Lots of Love, sweetheart!-Mille

Hello love. This is a hard one to help with, as there isn't a lot of things, which you can do. Of course, I think you should tell him or I do just advise you to. He can't change the fact, that he's gay, but he might be bisexual. I haven't had any situation, like this, but my friend had and she just took it as nicely as she could. She didn't tell him, but they grew closer and now they look at guys together. I know it's silly and all, but I think you should try to tell him, if you feel comfortable doing so. Otherwise just try to be friends with him. If you can't get the crush to kind of cool off, you can take a little break or keep yourself busy. I had a crush on my ex for a long time, but I then chose that it wasn't gonna turn out again, and I have moved on. I just advise you to talk it through with someone you trust, keep yourself busy or even just try to forget the crush.I know it hurts to know you will never be with him, but in some sense, there is a fifty percent chance, that he might be bisexual or it was just a one time thing. Try to talk to him about, if he really is gay and just tell him, that you are there.  Lots of Love, sweetheart!-Mille.

I am not sure what you are referring to, but still thank you! And thank you so much for that amazing and lovely message. Lots of Love, sweetheart!-Mille

Hello love. We didn't receive the second or other parts of your ask, can you please resend it? Lots of Love, sweetheart!-Mille

Hello dear. Thank you so much for sending this. It means a lot to us and I hope that you are doing well in your recovery, which I know you are. Lots of Love, sweetheart!-Mille