#mgbk

I stare into the endless night’s sky

And wonder if you are watching

The same stars twinkle

Thinking of what was

I wish on every shooting star

That you are happier now

That you do not have to be

Someone else’s sunrise

I am looking up at those stars

Reminiscing in the constallations

As they take the form of

My favorite memories

It’s funny how they all

Look like you

I close my eyes

So I do not remember

What will never be again

And the nostalgia fades

Into the darkness

I will not let myself cry

You are better off

Without my starless sky

Empty from so-called-gods

Plucking away my light

I’ll see you again

In the next sunrise

And remember everything

You did for me

But until then

I hope you’ll

Think of me

I’ve been trying to find you

In other people

For the past few months now

I keep searching for you

At the backs of their throats

But you are never there

I keep searching for you

Wrapped in their arms

But you are never there

And since you never will be

At least they are here

The ghost of you

Follows me

As I explore

The city of

Unreached potential.

452 miles

It’s not enough.

I have not

Forgotten you yet.

This city

Makes your presence

Stronger.

I hoped

To escape

Your memory

But it follows me

Down every street.

Your ghost

Glows

In the city lights.

It reminds me

That your light

Will not be there