#mewling queue

Directions: answer questions and tag nine people you would like to know better.

Relationship status: taken rn but who knows for how long lol

Favourite color: green, blue and black

Lipstick or chapstick: dark lippies

Last song: heaven knows i’m miserable now by the smiths 

Last movie: michael bay’s texas chainsaw massacre

Top three shows: friends, supernatural and the walking dead

A study in black and white

Have you ever noticed that every time it comes to Loki he sees his world in black and white only? Once he has experienced his father does not love him, he considers no one to love him anymore. When he finds out about Odin not being his real father, he suddenly has no family at all. Loki thinks he has a right to be king as much as Thor has. There is no possible version for him to share or even alternate ruling. It does not occur to him talking with Thor about who would be a better and wiser king. In his eyes Thor is a fool, as Loki sees himself as astute.

I would say, he thinks of people getting together in halves like black and white. Odin is the cold father, ruler, caring about Thor, while Frigga is the warm mother, caressing, caring about Loki. Odin teaches physical powers, Frigga teaches mental powers.

This applies for Thor and Loki too. While Thor is the middle of his friends, Loki always stands on the outside. Thor is the sun, Loki the shadow. Whenever Thor is talking in a loud voice, Loki is responding calmly. Still, he is referring to Thor as his “brother”.

Loki does not change his mind either. He may alter his principles if necessary rather to get the best out of a situation than trying to accept anything else. Therefore he has learnt to betray and hurt everyone around him. As a result no one trusts him anymore. He can live with it, since there is NO ONE who trusts him.

Loki has lost his sense for balance; he cannot see the grey in the world. Or, at least, does not want to see it any longer. For him it is easier to accept one truth, one side of a medal, without asking about the other. There will be consequences for him in any way. So why should he think about alternatives?