It’s calling me like “just take one hit..”
And I get upset and confused because it’s like I’m trying to work on my willpower, and I know for a fact I can do it. But then there’s this thought that’s telling me “do it for what? It’s not like it’s gonna hurt you.”
And true, marijuana isn’t as huge of a factor as people make it out to be. I’m just trying to better myself for the future..
But then it’s like how do I really fully let go of it when it’s become my medicine in the most trying times.. Like, why would you wanna stop something that makes you feel better..
For my own personal reasons..
I’m trying, definitely. But it’s not easy..
Especially after you fight with your love one and have to deal with the hurt that comes with an argument..
FML. I’m trying though.