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I'm so used to cheering people up when they are sad and breaking down, It's what I do, and I would never stop. I'm so used to it that I don't even notice when I'm doing it. I call them beautiful and say all the compliments I can ever say about them because it's true and they don't understand how amazing they are. I do it because I know exactly how it is to feel like you aren't good enough like you're never doing anything correctly, how it feels like to always being thrown around being criticised, and only getting to hear whenever you've done something wrong, that you need to fix, and never being told that you actually did something right and something good. It's awful, people are awful, we are awful towards each other, we see someone and decide that we don't want to be nice to them, so we call them names, tear them down, but who gave us the right? who gave you the right to call someone ugly names, who gave us the right to think we are better than others. We need to grow up, look our selves in the mirror and ask ourselves what kind of person we want to be, I know for a fact I don't want to be the douchebag, the asshole, the hater, I know for a fact I don't want to spend my life tearing other people down, no one deserves that, because one day it's you who becomes the victim of that, and then you'll stand there and you'll know excactly how the people you tore down felt like, and you'll never forgive yourself, for putting someone in that place, for making someone feel like that. 

OH- and the Paleo thing.  Yes.  That will be huge.  My newly adopted Paleo lifestyle has been the catalyst for change over the last few months (both mental and physical).  This blog will most certainly feature posts about my (and my significant other’s) journey into simple, clean eating and how that has sparked tremendous, meaningful change in both of us.  

GAANO BA KADALAS ANG MINSAN? Sana minsan maisip mo kung gaano ksakit ang umasa sa wala! Sana minsan maisip mo na wag dalasan ang minsan ng ginagawa mo!at Sana minsan maramdaman mo na mas madalas kitang iniisip kysa icpin mo q! #walalang #messyhair #messybrain #thatswhy

So, a new venture. Been trying to decide for months, do I start a blog, or just use my diary more… but have settled on trying a tumblr for this. What I'm meaning to do is put here random thoughts, ponderings etc that otherwise would bounce around my brain in an attempt to both a) declutter my brain and b) have some 'me too's. The me too's go both ways… I want to have people tell me they think these things too, but also give others reassurance that they're not the only ones thinking things. I'm not going to pressurize myself over how often I use this but shall try and get more comfy in my shoes. Some stuff will be random, some silly, some serious, and some daft. Some stuff will be mine, some will be others' or re-blogs. I guess I could have stuck this on my primary blog but I kind of want to keep things together. Please feel free to ask if I don't make sense.