what does it mean to feel like your gender is in the very center of the gender spectrum?
You mean like mesotrois/centrois or centrigender? It's like being the zero in the Cartesian system, centered in the middle of the spectrum.
Some people interpret their gender as in-between two genders in a linear spectrum. Specially when it's interchangeable with neutral gender/neutrois.
It's also easy for some people to explain how they fluctuate between two genders staying inbetween them sometimes (obviously the change could be sudden).













