#mentalanguish

it wasn’t the bruise that hurt— it was knowing i gave it to myself to feel anything at all.

This morning, I asked the cards "What do I need to know about slowing down?" I drew the 9 of Swords, the Hierophant and the Ace of Wands from The Tarot of the Divine. 🌟 The 9 of Swords is a card of mental anguish. This is the war within my mind to push myself, to make myself do more, take on more. This is causing me mental pain and torment, this constant need to be busy. It's been a long and difficult journey but this card gives me a moment of pause. It's asking me to consider why I'm hurting myself in this way, why I can't allow myself to slow down. this card is asking me to take a deeper look into the why of it all. The Oracle of Delphi warns of anguish, but it's my actions that cause it. 🌟 That brings me to the Hierophant. She is the wise White Buffalo Woman. Rather than having higher knowledge and clarity for some, she extends her wisdom for everyone and all. She offers me clarity and the ability to look within myself, to go further into my spirit so that I can heal this pain that causes me to keep going despite warning signs. She wants me to take a deeper look at myself and why I am averse to offering myself kindness. This card wants me to stop and sit with myself and listen to what my spirit is saying. 🌟 The Ace of Wands shows me the magic paintbrush. It paints beauty and wonder with just the press of the brush to the canvas. The myth tells of a boy that is able to take away the pain of others with whatever he paints. The Ace of Wands is a creative spark, a light in the darkness that brings so much to light. It is the force and the push to create. Perhaps what this card is telling me is that I have to look at why I'm creating. I'm writing and painting because I'm driven to but is it healing me? Or is it driving me to create more? Sparkle on! 🌟 #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotofthedivine #mentalanguish #wisdom #kindnesswins #creativity #spark #oracleofdelphi #whitebuffalowoman #magicpaintbrush #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CHDSptkHICe/?igshid=p4v40aes9f88

This morning, i asked the cards "What do I focus on today?" I drew the 8 of Swords, the 3 of Cups and the 4 of Cups from The Shadowland Tarot. 🌟 The 8 of Swords features a bird woman who is blindfolded surrounded by hla prison of feathers. This lets me know that whatever mental prison I am in, its of my own making. She could just take the blindfold and walk past the feathers if she wants to. I'm drawn ti believe they are her feathers, too. I have to step out of my mental prison and look at things in a different way. 🌟 The 3 of Cups shows us three sea monsters, each of them holding a steaming cup. They have come together and are bonding in a moment of joy! This card is letting me know that I am not alone. I have friends and family around me. I have but to reach out to then. It's easier with friends to support me. So if one comes to help or needs assistance, I have to be open and ready. 🌟 The 4 of Cups shows us a dog who is dreaming a dream on repition. He is dreaming the same dream again and again. He is stuck in a loop. This card os asking me to consider whether or not I'm stuck in the same routine. This can become boring and repetitive. I need to shake it up a little bit and find a way to step outside of what makes me comfortable. 🌟 I love the balance between the mental and the emotional as the two go hand in hand. I shoukd take a moment today to think on how i can welcome in charge of mind and routine. I have a feeling that a friend may help with that. Awesome! 🌟 #tarottribe #tarotreadersofinstagram #shadowlandstarot #mentalanguish #friendship #emotions #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CA7hNOtHMif/?igshid=kg6yoz9qvbir

This morning, I asked the cards "How can I be fabulous today?" I drew the 9 of Swords, the Keeper of the Light and the 9 of Wands from the Light Seers Tarot. I've been drawing so many Sword cards lately! 💫 The 9 of Swords is all about worry and anxiety. A woman kneels on the ground, the birds above her a physical representation of her mind, whirring above her and within. Depression is also evident, the birds acting like a black cloud. I've been struggling with this lately. 💫 The Keeper of Light changes all that. Known as the Hierophant in other decks, he really is the keeper of light. He shows me to the staircase and invites me to go up the stairs, each step bringing me closer to my spirit and the light within myself. 💫 The 9 of Wands shows me a woman standing behind the Wands, looking forward. Though the road has been difficult, she has persevered and is looking forward for what is coming and what the next step on her journey is. I love this card and the strength that it represents. 💫 I love the balance of the two nines and the message of hope they bring me today. I will embrace my light and be fabulous! 💫 #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #lightseerstarot #sparkleon #mentalanguish #embracethelight #persevere #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/B5sIYTenMeA/?igshid=1sht66breinuv

This morning, I asked the cards "What do I focus on today?" I drew the 8 and the 7 of Swords and the 3 of Cups from the Light Seers Tarot. While the first two cards are not overly positive cards, they are beautiful! 💫 In the 8 of Swords, a woman looks into a mirror for scrying only to see herself bound and besieged by crows, unable to see what is happening. This card symbolizes mental unrest and believing that there is no way out and no way forward. However, the prison she sees herself in is merely in her mind. I merely have to look upl I choose how I want to heal. 💫 The 7 of Swords shows a man walking away over a snow covered hill. He moves like a thief in the night, feathers flying from his bag. This card typically symbolizes deception or lies from someone else, but in this case it has to do with me. I'm always putting myself down and I'm so hard on myself. I've convinced myself I'm not worthy of self love and self respect. This card is me moving away from those habits and perceptions. 💫 The 3 of Cups shows three friends looking at the stars, their arms around each other. This card is a reminder that healing doesn't have to be done alone. I can't shut myself off from the world. I have to give light to others and accept it freely. I have to shine. 💫 Awesome! 💫 #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #lightseerstarot #perception #mentalanguish #movingaway #friendship #healing #selflove #sparkleon #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/B1vopQ5nj3-/?igshid=acwcyp8mwcu4

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