#mentailillness

yalls hyperfixations ever make you draw yourself incubating in an egg with bird ppl attqcking you and then yourself also looking into the cage thingy from outside!😋👴

OCD FICS

Your ‘odd’ is not the same as mine” (chaptered, long)  Phil Lester thinks he is odd. Dan Howell knows he is odd. Their odds are definitely not the same.

Even Hell Can Get Comfy Once You’ve Settled In mental hospital fic

Down, down, down ~ out of balance ~ obsessions companion pieces dan has ocd, and it sucks a lot. [self harm, suicidal thoughts]

An Obsession with Perfect I’ve been at this mental institute for 4 years now, the nurses say I’m not leaving anytime soon. I have severe OCD and I’m Bipolar, that’s why I’m here.

His Smile Could Grow Symmetrical Flowers Phil Lester has OCD. He’s not a clean freak or overly clever or anything the films depict his illness to be, but he’s actually a mess, terrified of himself and of the way the thinks. Dan’s trying to help, but there’s only so much that he can do when his references are old books and shit, stereotypical films. Phil supposes it’s all a little fucked up.Words: 6.6k. Warnings: Self-harm, OCD thoughts, blood, anxiety, depression, major character death

Habits  TW: OCD, self harm, self hate, bullying, suicidal thoughts

If I get home before the rain you’re mine, but I won’t bet (v mild/mentions) In which there are first meetings and Ferris wheels