#memorycharm

I love the reaction to Obliviate, my Severus Snape fanfic.

This man is so gorgeous

I'm so close to hitting 50 k words on my Severus/YN fan fic, I'm on fire, things just start getting good.

I reached 45 k words in my fanfiction and I'm feeling good.

If you read Obliviate, you know how obsessed our Sev gets with YN...

1. He still brews her perfume.

After he Obliviated her, he kept making the scent she wore during their summer in Bulgaria. It clings to the halls of his quarters, infused into the pillows, folded into the collar of his robes. When questioned, he says it's for "sensory potion research." It's not. He breathes it in like penance.

2. He speaks to the memory of her.

Sometimes late at night, when the dungeons are quiet and the fire burns low, he murmurs things aloud to her—as if she's still there. Apologies, sharp observations, confessions. He knows it's insane. He doesn't stop.

3. He rereads her translation notes.

He kept the annotated pages she worked on during the Bulgaria project—each scrawl of her handwriting. He touches the ink like it's skin. When he's drunk, he answers the margin notes out loud.

4. He has her wand movements memorized.

Not just her brewing style—he's memorized the way she casts even basic spells. He recognizes her from across the Great Hall by the flick of her wrist. When she duels, he watches like a man seeing his lover dance with death.

5. He sabotages anyone who gets too close.

He has interfered with at least two budding relationships she didn’t know about. Snide remarks, House point deductions, intimidation. He rationalizes it: "They weren’t worthy of her."

(Especially not that floppy-haired Ravenclaw who dared ask if she’d study with him.)

6. He keeps her blood.

When she cut her hand in Potions, he healed her... and secretly bottled the blood. Labeled it clinically, as if for “experimental properties.”

But sometimes he just holds it. And wonders how something so small can undo him.

7. He wanted to erase her memory of him—and keep all of her.

He dreamed once of a spell that would remove himself from her mind, while preserving every other aspect of her life. He practiced versions of it, ruined three test subjects, and nearly Obliviated himself.

8. He would kill for her, without blinking.

He doesn’t think it’s romantic. He thinks it’s inevitable. If someone ever truly harmed her, he would act before thought could intervene. He has already considered the logistics.

9. He writes her.

Not letters. Whole pages—essays, essays upon essays—detailing why he cannot allow himself to want her. He burns them all. But he always keeps one. One page. Folded. Hidden inside a Defense textbook she once touched.

10. He once tried to remove the memory of their kiss—from himself.

Just the kiss. Just that moment in the dark, that heat. He brewed a memory extraction and sat for hours with his wand to his temple… but he couldn’t do it. He couldn’t lose it. It was the last thing keeping him warm.

You have to admit that this is so Snape...

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