#memory log 1

“One day I want to find the place I always see in my mind. The place I know I can finally be allowed to rest; close my eyes and fade away. I’ve fought and I’ve played Fate’s game willingly to pay for what I’ve done and all I want is to rest now in that place..because I don’t know how much longer I want to search for it.”

You fought for them tooth and nail when they were too scared to stand up for themselves. You fought them tooth and nail when you were too scared to accept them. Do you know how to put your weapons down? Or do you only know how to bare your fangs?

You arrived void of personality and empty of emotions, you return with too much of both; lost in the maelstrom. Is the weight of it all too crushing? Or are you here to reaffirm yourself?

No matter how much you beg, no matter how many times you look back, nothing will be there. What’s lost wont return for the sake of what has been obtained. Do you feel you’ve obtained something? Or are you stuck looking back?