#melonxvibes

Thanks , look forward to talking to you .

I'm not too sure on how to start this but I'm just going to go right in. In the past few hours, if you weren't online I was doing a honesty hour. But it kind of turned into an advice hour. People were messaging me about various situations and I replied to over 90+ questions. I just wanted to write a quick, nearly letter form thing, about what I thought/ think about everything in a bigger picture. (Even though this is just a website which we'll probably all forget about in a few years, I just want to say this to all you amazing people.)

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Firstly, I know that most of you don't believe me when I say this but you are beautiful. With nearly every question I included that because most girls don't hear it as much as they should. You are beautiful. You don't need a boyfriend to tell you that. You are beautiful. If your worried about boys, boyfriends and other situations like that. Don't take it so seriously because in the end, you'll find the right person for you. You'll fall in love, get married and settle down. There is someone out there for you, every single one of you. You don't need to worry about it right now. Your beautiful and worth every dime in the world. If you don't like your body shape, weight or just the way you look. Don't hurt yourself, if its starvation, cutting etc. It's not worth it. God made yourself look like how you are. You shouldn't change it or compare yourself to others. Your SO beautiful and it hurts me to think that you don't know that.

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Secondly, I love you. I don't think girls or boys hear those three words enough. I love you. Think about those words, most people just read it, smile and move on. But if you think about those three powerful words for just 30 seconds. They can mean something bigger than the world. Whenever I got a message saying 'Thank you so much! I love you.' or something like that. I stopped for a second looked at it and thought; 'Wow, someone over the internet took the time to send me that message. Someone I haven't met, someone who doesn't know me.' I thought to myself that I might of changed someones point of view, someones life even. It might sound silly but some of the messages that I got back were saying that I really helped them. It just warmth my heart. So thank you, I love you.

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Thirdly, I was just so clueless at the start. I knew I had a good amount of followers. But when I looked at the bigger picture, behind every single URL there is a person who follows me. Behind every person that follows me, most have a situation or problem. I didn't think about it before tonight. I know I'm making a big deal about this, but I really think I should. There were so many messages and problems. So many different types but I answered every single one of those 90+ messages because I knew that someone behind their computer and phone screen when they read my reply it meant something to them.

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Fourthly, depression. I'd say that 40% of the messages were people talking about how they didn't want to be in this world anymore. How they hated themselves, wanted to commit and were worthless. I actually teared up a bit when I read those messages and am right now. You are worth so much. If you leave this earth, even though its so messed up. Someone will miss you, infact no, MANY people would miss you. Behind every bad choice, action and thought there will always be someone who loves you. Nothing bad stays forever. 

Nothing is worth dying for.

Lastly, I don't want to go on too much about this. But I just don't want to see a follower leave tumblr, this world because of something which can be fixed. I don't want to see ANYONE on this earth leave because of various reasons. I love you and I'd miss you SO much. You might say 'Well you don't know me'. But I do. I know your someone who feels alone, not loved but thats not true. You have me and so many other people who love you.

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This turned into a long message, so I'm just going to around this off. I'll always be here for you all. Ok, my ask box is always open. Even if its on anon, I'll do my best to help you out. You can also add me on Facebook and I'll be your friend forever and ever. Oh and if your reading this. THANK YOU for reading the whole message, it means so much. 

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I love you all so much. 

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xxx