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Poppy: Bruised Sky Out Now.

While recording Entertainment at MDDN studios, Awsten wears a 90s vintage Geccu wool sweater in blue & red (no longer for sale, similar green & orange colorway pictured).

“my demons drive a limo, straight up to my window”

“what's the point of being great, if I'm great and alone?”

“i want a brain that doesn't hate me”

“the more I wrap myself up. thе more I'm coming undone.”

“’cause all I hear is “I love you so much” but it starts to mean nothing when my heart is shut from you.”

“i’m numb but still I'm hurting. mental, physical, it's cyclical.”

“real life never feels like it’s mine, so I’ll dissociate until I’m fine”

“nothing in this world can make me think straight, so I'm not leaving bed 'till Friday night.”

“usually I'm all I've got. lucky for me, I don’t need a lot.”

“alone but surrounded”

“i’m a little bitch for you now.”

“i spent today winning arguments against no one in my head”

“i'm magnetic to the things I hate the most”

“i need a place to breathе, and a sun that's setting”

“my self-esteem could use some obsession.

“i want the fireworks. i want the softest words. i want what you deserve, and to unlearn my hurt.”

I know awsten said he selfishly writes, so he doesn’t expect people to relate; because he’s not writing to be related to. regardless, these hit!

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