#mdby2020

200512 | 122 days before boards 🌻day 22

Currently studying: Cardiac Physiology

Motivation has been very hard to come by. Short attention span, please cooperate. :( The Forest app has been very useful though! 

New study corner for more natural light ✨Also, our nearby Starbucks has re-opened for pick-ups! That’s definitely a new addition to my routine. I really missed the cafe atmosphere for studying.

Day6′s album coincided with my sad girl hours and I loved the album!! Zombie really resonated with me given everything that’s been going lately. I hope the boys feel better after some R&R. I’m excited for their promotions but health, whether physical or mental, comes first!! Will be listening to Nu’est’s comeback next 🌙Is it just me or I need to listen to kpop comebacks or else I’ll just keep on thinking about it and get absolutely zero work done so I might as well just isten to it then feel all the feelings then move on?

...just me? okay back to stuDYING

Currently listening to: Zombie - Day6 

I think my batchmates and I can agree that it has been the most exhausting and challenging academic year ever. But we can’t also deny the fact that despite it all, it has made us stronger, braver, and more resilient than we can ever imagine. 

Two consecutive years of being the last batch standing. Heartbreaks after heartbreaks but still needing to pull ourselves together for the classes and exams we have to take. Fuelled by caffeine, tears, and a lot of perseverance. Each year, we are down by tens, twenties, even. But that doesn’t stop us because we know it doesn’t matter what year we graduate. What does matter is that we will always be, one 2020. We may be in different places now, not seeing the same faces as we did back when we were still first year students. But we still are gonna bump into each other, either in the wards, the clinic, the operating room, or in the after life for that matter.

Extremely in awe of how God perfectly orchestrates things to happen according to His will and purpose!! Thank You Lord for sustaining me. Nakakaiyak pa rin isipin na Ikaw talaga ang pumili sa akin. Ikaw ang nagdala sa akin sa kung nasaanman ako ngayon. Kung sarili kong kakayahan lang ang basehan, wala akong mararating. But You have always been there for me. If not for Your strength, power, and all-sufficient grace, I WOULDN’T HAVE MADE IT. Grabe lang Lord yung overflowing na blessings mo sa buhay ko. Hindi ko po maisip na karapatdapat ako sa lahat ng ito, pero GANITO MO PALA TALAGA AKO KAMAHAL. I’m sorry Lord for the times that I relied on myself, and doubted your plans for me; I’m sorry for the times I forgot that You are in control, and that You are making all things work together for my good. I’m sorry Lord. Help me to become more faithful and even more trusting… Thank You so much, God. All the praises and glory belong to You!!!