#mcas log

I used to only be able to tolerate sweet potato and SOMETIMES regular potato but recently we have tried adding in carrots, zucchini, cucumber, and even a little bit of white onion. DECADENCE. I even had a few bites of lettuce the other day. maybe I'll try turnips soon. life could be a dream

the thing is that no matter what we try we just can't seem to expand the amount of foods I can eat by an amount that's significant enough that anything is at all novel, ever, and since I have been this sick for a year and a half NOTHING I can eat is appetizing anymore. like once or twice a week I can find a meal somewhat appetizing. that's. it. and we are pretty sure that this won't change until my CSF leaks get patched. but they still won't schedule me for that. so I'm just slowly able to eat less and less while getting hungrier and hungrier and this is like, fine with doctors. its fine with them they don't care. that I can eat ten things and barely manage to choke them down because they're no appetizing to me anymore. they do not give a fuck. it is of no concern to them whatsoever.