#may 1.

Maypoles, The University of Iowa, 1910s

Creator: Kent, Frederick W.

You made me feel special in a way I can't really explain. Your caressing touches. Intwining fingers, hands resting on my thighs, bare back and stomach.

When you put your entire body weight on mine when I lay down on the sofa, and I get to pat the back of your head. I can let my fingers roam carelessly through your brown, fluffy hair. Your breath on my collarbones would warm me up in a disturbing way. It's such a simple thing, but god it feels so good. 

I miss you. I miss talking to you. I don't know what I did, but I wish you wouldn't have replaced me. I miss your cheesy lines and flirtatious looks. I miss being the one your attention was on. If you would just at least acknowledge my existence when I enter a room. I wanna believe the part where you know what you are doing to get me to fall for you, but then you're really fucking good...

You've made a mark on me. I don't think I'll ever get over what you did. I didn't ever really fall in love with you, but your personality and your charm marked me. Never have I ever felt so special and so mad at someone in my life. It was the best thing ever. You can come running back to me anytime, cause I won't reject you. My arms are wide open, baby. 

I can't ignore you when you step into a room. It's impossible. I'm trying so hard to, but I can't. I try to catch your attention and I try to make you talk. Sometimes it works, and you notice me. Maybe, if I'm lucky, you'll touch me. Not much, but a subtle hand on my thigh is enough. I keep trying to get your attention. Talking loud, being physical, asking loud questions he has to answer. All of that. I am the most annoying person when you're near. 

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