The room didn’t spin. It was more like the room became a blur when I turned my head fast. My head rested on Freddie’s chest that rose and fell slowly, his breath heavy and his body in a daze. His hand caressed my back slowly, finding it’s way down and he took a tight grip on my bum. I looked up at him and pressed my lips to his. Due to his state of mind, he didn’t part his lips very much, and not very much movement was happening. It didn’t mess with the intensity though. His entire body tensed, and his hands dug deeper into my hot skin. My breathing staggered and in my alcohol rush, I enjoyed a kiss such as this much more than I would have if I had been sober. It would’ve been considered boring, but my body took it all in like heat on a cold winter morning. I buried my fingers in his slightly curled hair and tugged lightly and a loud breath escaped his lips and warmed my face. ‘’I’m gonna call my mum!’’ the drunk girl next to us further down the bed exclaimed and pulled out her phone dramatically. For a second I had forgotten she was there, and my body jolted in surprise when she spoke up. Freddie smiled in the kiss and pushed me off of him and stood up next to me as we walked hand in hand out of the room. We both stumbled into the bathroom. I was nearly knocked over by the doorframe, causing both of us to burst into laughter. He pushed me against the wall next to the door and I heard him close and lock it. I felt my body give in for his kiss, and my body slid slowly down the wall. He followed, and soon I sat with my back against the wall and my legs bent and spread in front of me, my feet solidly planted on the ground. He sat in between my legs and with one hand on my knee and his mouth planting intense and heart felt kisses on my lips, his other hand went slowly down my body and fought desperately with my body con dress and fishnet tights to get to what was kept hidden in my panties. The dreams and the fantasies I’d had about this wasn’t to count, which was why it surprised me when I felt a strange feeling of wrong when he finally got underneath the thin piece of floral fabric. I slowly pushed his hand upward, but he kept trying. The fight with our hands wasn’t fumbling and pushing around. It was more of me waving his hands off, and him diving in for another try. I couldn’t do it. My body didn’t want it, and I couldn’t ignore it. The state I was in made me realize that even though I may feel ready I’m not. I say I am, but my body isn’t following. ‘’ I can’t’’ I whispered. He sighed in my ear. ‘’I’m sorry’’ he then looked me straight in the eyes, the brown in his so deep it made me want to cry. They were so beautiful. ‘’don’t apologies! If you don’t want to we’re not going to!’’ he got up, and I slowly felt like he had given up on me now. Like all he really wanted to do was to was get in my pants. ‘’can we sit here for a minute? Just hug and talk?’’ he looked down at me. I felt my throat tighten a bit. ‘’ I will even kiss you’’ I begged, and he started giggling as he sat next to me and slung his arm around me. ‘’are you sure’’ he said and placed his hand on my dress right were he had been under just a minute earlier. ‘’I’m sure… I think’’ I started questioning it. But no matter how much I thought, it just seemed more and more as a bad idea. ‘’we could always try’’ he kept pushing. Not uncomfortably. I rest my head on his shoulder and felt him kiss my temple. I felt the rush of alcohol in my ears, my blood pumping fast through my veins. ‘’say something nice about me. I need it’’ I begged, my limits not to be found anywhere. ‘’You’re beautiful! Your body is amazing, and your personality is incredible!’’ for some reason I didn’t believe it, and brushed it off as soon as the words had left his lips, plumb because of the kissing. He placed a gentle hand on my boob and gave it a reassuring squeeze. That’s when I knew he was plastered as well. ‘’look! They’re lovely!’’ a silence fell. I didn’t really care about anything. I suddenly felt extremely tired. ‘’can I look?’’ he asked and pulled out in the neck of my dress. I shrugged. I honestly didn’t care. My head was heavy on his shoulder. ‘’Baaaabe! Then I’m not gonna!’’ he said and took my hand and kissed right before it knocked on the bathroom door.Â
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