#matlabilog

I really love this quote.

I need to find the strength to embrace my true self. Time and time again I mirror those around me, and disguise myself as something I think people want me to be. I become a diluted version of the bleakest parts of me; void of any individuality, personality or substance.

The mask I choose to wear is dull compared to the raw joy that lies beneath it. But, I wear it for fear that my smile will intimidate those around me; and my sparkle blind them. I hide in hopes of becoming a more palatable and acceptable version of 'myself', I have lost all the light and colour from my world. I am camouflaged, invisible.

I have been a misfit my whole life—in my family, in my religion, in my country—and I have enjoyed it all the way, because to be a misfit is to be an individual.

To fit with the existing established order is to lose your individuality. And that’s your whole world.

The moment you compromise and lose your individuality, you have lost everything. You have committed suicide. The people who are fit in the world are people who have destroyed themselves.

Certainly it needs courage, a tremendously strong sense for freedom; otherwise, you cannot stand alone against the whole world. But to stand against the whole world is the beginning of such a great joy, rejoicing and blessing that those who have never been misfits cannot understand it.

Maut hi aati hai ye manzil dikhane k liye

Akser aap logo ko apni duniya bana letay ho , apna sab kuch unkay liye qurbaan kurdetay ho per woh apkay sath sirf or sirf apnay matlab kay liye saath hotay hain, jis din aapsay kuch galat hojaye tu woh maaf nai kurtay, jis din aap unkay liye kurna chordo usdin woh aap unkay liye boojh bunjatay hain. Poori zindagi agay barhnay kay liye woh apka faida uthatay hai or moka anay per koi choti se waja bana kur apko chordetay hain. Mushkil waqt mein insan ka sahi pata chulta hai kain aap ke borayeion or kamio kay bawjood apkay saath khara rehta hai or kaun moka anay per apko chordeta hai.