Havenât introduced myself on here yet, so I figured it was time. Iâm 32 years old, married to my best friend and a momma to a 4.5 month old. I live in Central PA and Iâm a Stay at Home Mom and a Beachbody Master Coach. I suffer from a Binge Eating Disorder with anorexic tendencies. This blog is so I can share my sufferings and wins without fear of judgement. I purposefully donât follow people I know, so I can post freely. I love to workout and Iâm trained in healthy nutrition, but itâs hard for me to tell myself how I need to eat. I know, itâs hypocritical but Iâm trying to recover and lose weight at the same time.Â
At my heaviest I was 375lbs. At my lowest I was 240lbs... this was 5 weeks postpartum and I was pumping breastmilk, so I got a boost of calorie burning without even trying. Iâm currently 272lbs (as of this morning) and super upset about it. Canât ignore the 100 lbs I lost, but Iâm still super frustrated with where Iâm at. Â
I havenât worked out in a week, but my husbandâs work schedule is getting back to normal and he likes to work out with me. I probably wonât update you with any of that but every now and again I may post a before and after.Â
I refuse to use tags, I donât want my musings or reblogs or postings to trigger or harm anyone else. If you choose to follow me, thatâs your decision and you have been warned that there will be triggering things on my blog. Â
Thanks for checking me out!!